To The one who will never be mine

to the one who will never be mine,

my granny says "greatest lovers are those who can watch their love rest her head on someone else's chest and smile." you tell me how there's someone special in your life, who can make you smile just with his voice, from miles away.

should i be happy for you're smiling with him, or should i be sad for i know my heart will break again?

i always knew i don't deserve you. you are the most beautiful flower and my garden which is but a barren piece of land.

i've tried telling myself, a million times maybe, to not fall for you.

but that's how love happens, you know? it's like a foggy breath, puffing out from your mouth, on a winter morning. you just can't help it.

i don't know how will this look on a piece of paper but anyway i'll put it here, just because we can't touch the moon doesn't mean we shouldn't stop dreaming about it.

i don't know if i'll ever be brave enough to love someone again or not. but, there's a foggy windowpane, somewhere in my heart, that has your smile drawn on it. i won't erase it.

i wish you a good life. keep smiling.