Oh, and if I could take it all back/Take me back to the night we met
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The morning after his suicide, Neil Perry wakes up - in his bed at home, completely unharmed, and it's summer. He has only one coherent thought: What the hell?
Todd Anderson is dealing with this, mostly. After a field trip gone wrong, he finds himself back in his old room at his parents' place. And it's the first day of that fateful semester again, which is mostly a good thing, but also the cause of his current mental distress. What a relief he's got his brother along for the ride, at least.
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