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مستمرة، تم نشرها في مارس ٠١, ٢٠٢٣
Have you ever met a girl who make put every single thoughts is one place with two languages? As someone who can't choose between two languages, here I am writing a few words, poems, short stories to express the untold. 

Itulah alasan mengapa aku menamainya "thoughts" yang berarti pikiran. Walau pikiran itu hanyalah sepenggal kata, sepenggal puisi, sepenggal cerita dengan tiga paragraf. Namun, itu cukup untuk menggambarkan cara menulis yang kusuka. Dua bahasa di satu tempat, bagaikan garam dan merica yang ingin kau satukan pada telapak tanganmu. 

Am I wrong or am I right? Apakah aku benar atau salah? 
Here you will see what is inside the lost girl's thoughts througout her life.
Di sini kau akan melihat apa yang ada di dalam pikiran seorang gadis malang selama hidupnya.
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