The Sea I Fall - Serenity

It's start with Felix. That kid who knows nothing and willingly to be lead to a hole called hell while thinking about beautiful flower garden. It always started with him. His smile and laughter. His sad and cries. His menacing and pleading looks.

And Nammie was just smitten by him. Like a big crash and explosion. Like the booming sound of that big fireworks and its sparkling molten gunpowder. Like the warm of the sun and its heating rays.

Lee Know is the next. A kid who grown up too early. A grown up who still is a kid. It is him who stay quite a while. The same scowl and cold shoulder. The same giggles over nothing or sudden glooms. The distancing and clinging. The same head and antique.

And Nammie was just fond of him. Like a sobering after sobering. Like looking into the mirror and marking similarities. Like new found land of her inner self. Like loud caws of ravens with its shiny presents.

Then the last is Bang Chan. The big kid who never grow old. The one who holds. The same one as the story first unfolds. The kid who finds and be found. The kid who covered up in scars and secrets. The same one with thunder and cloud, and sun and rainbow. The one with fists of plots and shadows.

And Nammie was just belonged to him. Like every letters that meant to be. Like every words that count. Like knot that will tied forever. Like everything that naturally exist.

There she went. A tunnel, they said. Somewhere so dark and terrifying. Somewhere cold and lonely. A choice she chose for liberty. A gruesome journey that actually so warm and merry.

"As always, I choose the ocean. I choose the sea." She smiled with a tint of uneasiness. "If this is where I fall, let me fall. Because this is the sea I fall."