Red - Depressed Kirishima x Bakugo
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  • Parts 21
  • Time 1h 34m
Complete, First published Mar 01, 2023
Mature
"You know, my favorite color wasn't always red." Kirishima said to me while we sat outside on the fire escape. We were looking at the sunset. The sky was full of beautiful, bright reds and oranges.

"What? Really? What was it? I asked out of curiosity, 

"It was actually silver at one point."

"Silver? You don't seem like a silver kind of person."

"Yeah. Silver. One day in middle school, I picked up something silver and tried to color with it. Every time I tried, it turned red. I eventually learned to love red more than anything in the world and wanted nothing more than to see it roll down my wrists." He said. It didn't take me long to realize what he was talking about. 

Cutting.

⚠️TRIGGERS⚠️
⚠️Anxiety
⚠️Depression
⚠️Self Harm
⚠️Suicidal thoughts / tendencies / actions
⚠️ Death
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‼️ ꜱᴇᴄᴏɴᴅ ꜱᴛᴏʀʏ ᴛᴏ "ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ᴊᴜꜱᴛ ᴀ ꜱᴀᴅ ꜱᴏɴɢ ᴡɪᴛʜ ɴᴏᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ꜱᴀʏ"‼️ 𝗜𝘇𝘂𝗸𝘂 𝗠𝗶𝗱𝗼𝗿𝗶𝘆𝗮 𝗶𝘀 𝗮 𝗯𝗿𝗼𝗸𝗲𝗻 𝘀𝗼𝘂𝗹. 𝗡𝗼 𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗰𝗮𝗿𝗲𝘀 𝗮𝗯𝗼𝘂𝘁 𝗵𝗶𝗺; 𝗵𝗲 𝗰𝗮𝗻'𝘁 𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗻 𝗳𝗶𝗻𝗱 𝗶𝘁 𝗶𝗻 𝗵𝗶𝗺 𝘁𝗼 𝗰𝗮𝗿𝗲 𝗮𝗯𝗼𝘂𝘁 𝗵𝗶𝗺𝘀𝗲𝗹𝗳. 𝗔𝘀 𝗠𝗶𝗱𝗼𝗿𝗶𝘆𝗮 𝗯𝗲𝗴𝗶𝗻𝘀 𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝘂𝗹𝘁𝗶𝗺𝗮𝘁𝗲 𝗱𝗼𝘄𝗻𝘄𝗮𝗿𝗱𝘀 𝘀𝗽𝗶𝗿𝗮𝗹, 𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗱𝘆 𝘁𝗼 𝗲𝗻𝗱 𝘁𝗼 𝗲𝗻𝗱 𝗶𝘁 𝗮𝗹𝗹, 𝗮 𝗯𝗼𝘆 𝗯𝘆 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗻𝗮𝗺𝗲 𝗼𝗳 𝗦𝗵𝗼𝘂𝘁𝗼 𝗧𝗼𝗱𝗼𝗿𝗼𝗸𝗶 𝗰𝗼𝗺𝗲𝘀 𝗶𝗻𝘁𝗼 𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗹𝗶𝗳𝗲 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝘀𝗹𝗼𝘄𝗹𝘆 𝗯𝘂𝘁 𝘀𝘂𝗿𝗲𝗹𝘆, 𝗿𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗼𝗿𝗲𝘀 𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗳𝗮𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗶𝗻 𝗵𝗶𝗺𝘀𝗲𝗹𝗳 ⚠︎︎Warning: This Book Includes- ☹︎depression ☹︎eating disorders ☹︎suicide ☹︎child abuse ☹︎bullying ☹︎drugs ☹︎alcohol abuse ✔︎But it also includes- ☻︎Tododeku ☻︎Kiribaku ☻︎IidaxUraraka ☻︎No quirks ☻︎No uniforms ☻︎boyxboy so if you don't like they then fuck off