"I fell into darkness but I didn't mind, I liked it." Amy Adams thought everything was alright, but when she heard her very best friend Rose committed suicide, her world turned upside down. Amy couldn't understand, why? But Amy found Rose's diary at her wake and everything became clear. Rose was anorexic. Rose wrote about her two guardians Ana and Mia, they helped her, or something. Amy didn't understand a thing, but not for long. Because Amy would also meet her fate with the two angels of death. Just like Rose. Amy has a hard time fitting in after her only connection to a social life left her alone. Amy get's lost and tries to save herself. But how can you pull yourself out of a hole where you can't see the edge? Amy does make new friends and she even falls in love but everything is on the verge of falling apart. How does she plan on keeping her 'new habit' a secret? and when will Amy really understand?

Ana and Jacobs relationship was so strong until one day she realised she was living his dream. Now Ana has moved on and much to Jacobs disgust she moved on with someone he looked up to and admired. Now Jacob will do anything to destroy Matt and Ana's relationship.

TW For the whole book!!! This is just a book of what goes through my mind as someone with an undiagnosed eating disorder :)

Life as a child was amazing. Your weight didn't matter. Your clothes didn't matter. Your parents money didn't matter. All that mattered was who you were going to play with, but that's all gone now. My sister hates me, my mom has no time for me, and my dad, well he left me. My life has been one whirlwind after another. Except I'm content with it, till it all comes crashing down. Every television, billboard, and magazine is covered with models. Models that are supposed to be role models, for us. Perfect face, perfect body, perfect life. I have none of those things. All my life I've never cared that I was over weight, and didn't wear makeup. Who knew a boy could change all of that? That's when I decided to starve myself, force myself to look like the girls in the magazines. Who knew all I was doing was slowly killing myself? Life likes to play games, except my game is called Ana and I don't think I will survive. (unedited) Cover by: MadHatter_25

Ana is deeply inlove with her ex.She knows she shouldnt and she's trying hard to forget him.But how can you forget someone that is a big part of your life?? Did I mention her ex is a hoe???

Ana is an undercover FBI posing as an high school student to find a very dangerous criminal selling teens to the highest bidders. So far they have some leads and one lead has been a charity called Coping Together. It seems one of the victims was helped by this charity prior to becoming a victim. So far his family has no idea who put him in his coma. Ana has decided to use her status as high school news and career advisor to get an interview with the Grey family who started the charity. She wants to infiltrate it based on the fact it seems that the boy was found barely alive and with all kinds of wounds belying torture. Their has been other victims that would not answer questions out of pure fear. Due to the numbers growing and somehow all had been helped at one time by the Coping Together group. But it gets worse, some have disappeared completely. Something is rotten in Seattle and it's not the fish market.

Rita becomes strict with her eating, everyday the number of calories she eats gets lower and the amount of time she does cardio gets higher. She practices of managing her starvation by distracting it and never catches a break on the scale. Nobody is aware of it, it was something Rita doesn't want her friends or family to know, hiding her body from them didn't last long. Her mother noticed the dramatic weight change on her body. She tries to help her get back to her eating and tells her many times that she's "perfectly skinny" but nothing works. Her mother puts her foot down as Rita started to get ill, her mom takes her to a mental health hospital. She deals with consequences from her nurses and other patients.

Overburdened with problems at home and work, Ana finds her life to be at a stalemate until opportunity comes knocking her door; a proposition by a total stranger to turn her life around. But will the unexpected showing up of a long forgotten blood relative allow her to attain her goals in life!

Hi, my name is Anorexia. Ana for short. I'm here to tell a story. A story of struggle, family issues, and most of all, losing. At the moment I'm quite friendless and time will unfold that story but for now I have a question. Would you like to be my friend? I promise I'm nothing like they say. But I have to warn you, you must do everything I say.