I love you, but the rules forbid it.//Anakin Skywalker x fem! reader

You and Anakin have known each other for years. After one interaction with Anakin you two are bonded through the force. While your species is destined to never become full-fledged Jedi, you try anyway. You have the memories of your ancestors since the beginning of time and can talk to your past lives, yes, you are one of many reincarnations of your first ancestor eons ago. With the knowledge of a thousand who lived before you you know what is to become of the Jedi simply because of the rules set in place. With the memories comes your past lives' trauma and experiences. Will you be able to stay a Jedi and do your duty of reclaiming your homeworld and find a different heir to the throne of Ethria? Or will you claim the throne and bring back the temple your ancestors all came back to to practice the gray area of the force and become an Aerten Conros? Will you end up with your childhood love? Or will you fail to save him from the future he has befell upon in other universes?