Wavering Faith (John x Garcia)

CW: explicit content, major character death, emotional abuse, nonconsensual kissing, attempted s/a, drinking/excessive drunkenness, alcoholism, blood, gore, panic attacks, homophobic slurs, homophobia, internalized homophobia, religious, swearing, mentions of bottom dysphoria, generous use of italics and bolds, Elvis Presley lyrics
Finished :>
Features one-sided John/Gary and John/Molly
I hc Father Garcia as a trans man, don't like, don't read
story cover is no longer temporary, enjoy
(also on ao3 with the same title)