Office Boy

Why do we look outside the world in search of ourselves?

Hello, and thanks for picking my story. You don't know, and I, Definity, don't know you, but I will tell you the story in my way. Whatever I want to tell you, so please share your thoughts with me.
Chapter 1: His Smile
I work as an accountant, and both my work and personal lives are monotonous, but my mental life is on another level.
I am romantic, dramatic, lustful, and horror-oriented. Because I am a silent person, you never know what a silent person thinks in his mind.
60 days before a boy comes for a job in my office. I was searching for Sam, sir, to ask something, and then I met him.
I just smiled when I saw his face. He was smiling at me. My god, no one has ever done this to me.
He started his work. I called him Smiley Boy. Everything was good until some new girls also joined the company.
But he was not a flirty boy at all, and I was afraid. I don't know why "when something is not yours, you are more afraid to lose it".
But the problem is that whenever I see him, my heart hurts. It started hurting suddenly, so I started ignoring him.
Until he started doing something to me, not in my mind but in the real world,