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Everyday Since I lost Myself

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Reads 82
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Parts 7
Time 40m

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Clover Rotney never knew what she wanted in life. 
She knew however, that she had lost herself along the way of trying to find herself. 

Now, after five years of not seeing her annoying neighbor, Sebastian Cortnell, he's all of a sudden in her university. In her classes. Everywhere. She just hopes he doesn't get in the way, but he always finds a way.

Sebastian is the golden boy, with top grades and amazing looks he's perfection. At least to other people. He has been secretly struggling with himself and life. With high expectations he transfers colleges to hope to catch a break when he sees Clover Rotney, the reason he wants to be better.All Rights Reserved

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Heartfelt Transitions [First Draft] by WiredUp007

[2025 WATTYS SHORTLIST] New session equating to new section, getting kicked out of the one batch to another, that's how Adaira's every year in high school goes. Bad grades, teachers at throat, reputation in dust, friends nonexistent- all the usual. Well, it's the final year. Her plan? Keep her head low, force through the shitty academic life and get into whatever university that accepts her so that she can escape her home. Easy! Except this boy sitting next to her this year... doesn't really seem to agree. [First Draft. Unedited version. STC.]

BAD INFLUENCE by khushixsidharth

You're the school's popular girl but when your world collides with the school's outcast badboy, a burning desire for each other begins. My life was smooth-sailing but then everything changed when he stepped into it. Everyone told me to stay away from him. He was menacing, outcast and someone I swore to avoid. But when my heart began to long for him, there was no turning back. Sometimes I wonder, how did this all start? ⭐️ dark romance ⭐️ enemies to lovers

The Rich Side (COMPLETED✔) by elinenoor

Collin lives the good life. He is rich, has everything he needs and his parents will do anything for him, but when you live on the Rich Side, having money means power. For Collin's parents, that power is everything. They will do anything to keep up a good reputation and a good image- no matter the cost. Collin faces difficult decisions when he realizes he is into men, and not the best kind either. He tries to find a way to be accepted within the community, but when an unexpected event takes place, Collin might not be able to be accepted at all. He has to find out who he is and what person he wants to become, with or without his parent's approval. Collin wishes he could have both; his parent's approval, and the person he wants to become, but he may not be able to have both. Warning; this story contains mature content, including explicit language. *** Anyone is welcome to comment feedback, or write a review! ❤ Cover made by @ishaborhara

Velvet Whispers | Sebastian Sallow by LenoraShore

Victor Rookwood is back - and he's more dangerous than ever. Despite what MC thought, she never truly defeated him. Rookwood wasn't killed; he was merely weakened, slipping into the shadows to rebuild his forces. Now, he's returned with a single goal: to claim the power of the Repository, convinced it's his birthright. And he'll stop at nothing to get it - even if it means crossing paths with her in ways she never imagined. Meanwhile, MC and her friends return to Hogwarts for their final year. Her bond with Sebastian Sallow has never been stronger, but something's off. Throughout their 6th year, he's become increasingly distant - almost as if he's hiding something. Is it just teenage turmoil, or is there more to his behavior than meets the eye? With Rookwood lurking, dark forces at play, and the stress of their final year mounting, things are bound to get even more complicated. ~ ⚠️WARNING⚠️ his story contains depictions of explicit sexual content marked with * (m x fMC, f x fMC, Rookwood x fMC, etc.) mature language, alcohol consumption, etc. All characters aged 18+. Cover: © Chapter Cover: © DMESCA | Pinterest

One Summer Day (BWWM) by akuaaaadan

Cléo is in her junior year of college. She's sworn of love because she never truly saw it in a positive aspect. It's summertime, and Cléo is ready to party and have fun, but maybe something else is in store for her. Roman was born a lover boy. He grew up in a loving family who adored him and was always encouraged to show his love, but after countless heartbreaks, Roman decides to shelter himself from any feelings of love. Fate brought these two together or maybe pure coincidence ?

More Than a Friend. Albert x Reader by icantbelieveigotthis

Just as you thought you were going to have a regular year, things switched up. Not in a bad way at all though. You meet a sweet brown haired, hazel eyed boy who's new to the school. Suddenly your life is a movie and it just keeps getting better. But all good things come with a cost. When you're navigating through high school you see how quickly things can change, for better and for worse.

After All This Time// Sebastian Sallow x Reader Hogwarts Legacy Fanfiction by c0nfring0

Note: If you like this story, go and read my Ominis x Reader fanfic titled 'No Choice But You'! ---------- After everything that happened in your fifth year, you and Sebastian struggle to understand what you feel for each other. It's their seventh year, and you're both turning 18. It's been so long since you've talked to each other- since you've seen each other. Once again, he's the only thing on your mind, and you're not sure what to do about it. How are you supposed to know if he likes you back after all that happened? As you navigate the social aspects of your seventh year, other sinister plots are brewing, right under your nose. It seems that some of Isadora's stored magic has found its way out into the world and men that used to work for Rookwood are attempting to harness it like Ranrok had tried before. You and your friends have to come together and try to stop them before it's too late. ---------- This is a Sebastian x Reader fan fiction. I do not own any of the characters or copyrights for this world. In the story, y/n is a fem MC who is in Slytherin. DON'T FORGET TO GIVE STARS IF YOU'RE ENJOYING IT!! TRIGGER WARNINGS (ratings with how much of each type of content is included): -Strong depictions of violence and gore (7/10) -Some spicy content (7/10) -PTSD, flashbacks, and trauma discussion (9/10) -Drugs and Alcohol (3-4/10) -Some Foul language (1-2/10) If any of these topics are uncomfortable for you, please proceed with caution.

In the Shadows of Love by WitchyVibes91

Elaris Evans spent the entire fifth year saving the wizarding world. She quickly became the hero of Hogwarts and was admired by nearly everyone. Everyone except one person. Sebastian Sallow. Sebastian and the new girl came to despise each other over time during the last school year, even after being forced together so many times throughout fifth year. Now they are back for their sixth year of Hogwarts and still wrestling with their feelings of hatred towards one another. But as they are forced to be together throughout the year yet again, they find themselves questioning what other feelings lie beneath the hate. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Because this is an enemies to lovers trope, the details of the game had to be changed to benefit the story. Certain liberties were taken in order to make the story work. This story will contain mature content including alcohol use, break-ups, violence, and smut. There will be warnings in the chapters beforehand. Please read each warning carefully to make sure you are comfortable with proceeding through the chapter. I do have original characters in the story that are not in the game. The story will be a mixture of original and video game characters. I hope you enjoy!

(i'm worried) it will always be you by simplysmitten

Sapnap, a notoriously sullen computer science major, is attending North Carolina State University, along with his roommate and long-time internet friend, Dream. While Dream has been pining over the pretty British boy in a couple of his classes, Sapnap finds himself having a much harder time avoiding a certain gray-eyed ray of sunshine that their mutual friend, Quackity, introduced him to. *The story will not be told chronologically. Chapters will vary from Freshman year (2015-2016 school year) to Senior year (2018-2019 school year). Chapters will be dated at the top to avoid confusion. Also, for reference, 'present day' is spring semester of senior year.* (The classic, 'the grumpy one is soft for the sunshine one' trope)

Destined To Meet by lisaaaaa1616

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Heartfelt Transitions [First Draft]

[2025 WATTYS SHORTLIST] New session equating to new section, getting kicked out of the one batch to another, that's how Adaira's every year in high school goes. Bad grades, teachers at throat, reputation in dust, friends nonexistent- all the usual. Well, it's the final year. Her plan? Keep her head low, force through the shitty academic life and get into whatever university that accepts her so that she can escape her home. Easy! Except this boy sitting next to her this year... doesn't really seem to agree. [First Draft. Unedited version. STC.]