imperfections//h.s

"it's that kind of feeling you get when you realise it's going to rain.

that overwhelming feeling of happiness and sadness all at once- happiness because you know the rain does good: the rain will wash away fears and weakness; and sadness because you know you can't dance in the rain without getting wet.

and you want to dance in this rain... so badly. but you don't want to get your clothes wet and you don't want to ruin your makeup and you don't want to feel empty afterwards.

you don't want to feel empty ever again.

because you've felt that way before- a withdrawal of sunshine. you've experienced what its like after you spend time in the rain, after you forget about everything for a while. and you never want to go back.

but they are both sunshine and rain- and you've never wanted to bask in that sunlight or dance in that rain more."
(t.)