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Matsuda Has A Secret.(LxMatsuda)

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Parts 3
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Reads 196
Votes 7
Parts 3
Time 6m

Mature

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TRIGGER WARNING:This story contains self harm!!


L has noticed that Matsuda has been acting strange lately, he brushed it off as Matsuda being anxious about the Kira case or ofcourse doing something stupid and hiding it and fearing about someone or L finding out.But then he noticed Matsuda always pulling down his sleeves,little stains of blood on his sleeves.L started to worry,it's up to him to find out. 
I do not mean to romantizice self harm in any way.
I use to do it,and writing these types of stories comforts me.All Rights Reserved

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