Hindi ko din alam bakit ko 'to ginagawa. Pakiramdam ko sobra sobra na yong nararamdaman ko sa kanya at umabot na sa point na hindi ko na alam paano ko 'to ipaparamdam sa kanya. Kasi in the first place, I don't have the rights to give him all my love that I have for him.
Pero if I were given a chance to love him, I just want him to take all the love that I will give. I am not asking him to reciprocate my feelings, gusto ko lang ipadama that he is loved, valued, appreciated and treasured by me.
Sorry for doing this, Jonathan. Sana hindi ka maweirdu-han, mainis or magalit. Hindi ko na kasi talaga alam paano ko i-express itong pagmamahal na mayroon ako para sayo.
A New Beginning With A Heartless eX [finished] (Book 1) /Under Editing/
8 Kapitel Abgeschlossene Geschichte
8 Kapitel
Abgeschlossene Geschichte
Teaser
I tried to forget everything about him. Matapos ng mga nakaraan namin, pinaniwala ko ang sarili kong tapos na kami. Tapos na ang lahat ng sa amin.
Pero bakit? bakit hindi ko kayang magmahal ng iba?
Nagsimula ako nang wala siya, pero pinakawalan ko nga ba siya?
Did I really start again without him?
O deep inside ay hindi naman talaga ako nagsimula nang wala siya?
Ngayong nagkita kaming muli,
Why do I always feel like this?
Pakiramdam ko paulit-ulit akong nag-uumpisa sa simula.
And now he knock on my door again...
Do I need to forgive him?
Can I forget everything?
But how? If starting over again means selfishness?
Knowing that some people will get hurt if we did...