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The Pain of Existing(Completed✔️)

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This book is about a girl named Jasmine who is harassed by a classmate named Justin. She wanted to fit in at this new school and hopefully make friends. But she didn't know that she would get the attention of the most popular guy in school. She didn't want any trouble but of course, that's what she got.


Trigger warning ⚠️ This does have graphic details of sexual assault so if you can't stomach it I would say don't read this

P.S. This book is inspired by real life trauma! I don't want it to seem like it's something it's not!!All Rights Reserved

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The Lies We Tell

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