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Hello, I am Angie this is basically like a diary of sorts and with that as it is MY life it might be graphic so with that their is some warning please take these into consideration if you decide this isn't suitable for you I apologize I hope you have a fine rest of your day
‼️!TW (TRIGGER WARNINGS)!‼️;
r@pe, SA ( sexual assault) ,self harm , eating disorder ( ED) , unhealthy relationships, unhealthy coping mechanisms
if you do decide to read this you have been warned
REFLECTIONS - The Neighborhood
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