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Writing in pain II Saiki angst

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Parts 13
Time 1h 58m

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angst aren bloodandgore chiyo diary dreams kaidou kusuo kusuosaiki mira nendou overthinking sadness saiki saikik selfharm sh suicidalthoughts suicide suicideawareness teruhashi vomit yuuta

Living your life emotionless is truly a pain; so how do you cope?
 

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Easy, a personal stupid diary that nobody but him will open...right? Definitely, there is way too much information left in there, losing it is like losing coffee jelly. Impossible.

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