Writing in pain II Saiki angst
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Last published Thu, Apr 11, 2024
Living your life emotionless is truly a pain; so how do you cope?
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Easy, a personal stupid diary that nobody but him will open...right? Definitely, there is way too much information left in there, losing it is like losing coffee jelly. Impossible.
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𝐖𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐁𝐞 𝐁𝐨𝐲𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝 || 𝐘𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐒𝐚𝐢𝐤𝐢
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