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Writing in pain II Saiki angst

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Living your life emotionless is truly a pain; so how do you cope?
 

˚ʚ♡ɞ˚


Easy, a personal stupid diary that nobody but him will open...right? Definitely, there is way too much information left in there, losing it is like losing coffee jelly. Impossible.

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