Još jedan mladi život završen,
još jedan san mlade devojke poništen,
još jedan divan osmeh uništen,
još jedna majka u suzama,
još jedan otac u mukama,
još jedna porodica kuka,
još jedan narod moli,
da se anđeo naš vrati.
porodica joj priča da je voli,
mole da im u san svrati,
majka viče iznad sanduka,
vratite mi moju ljubav,
dosta mi je muka,
ne želim ovakav kraj.
otac vrišti na glas,
želim mog anđela nazad.
bol razara porodicu, narod i svet,
na njenoj slici stoji cvet.
ne mogu ljudi da nađu spas,
ne mogu utišati unutrašnji glas,
ne može čovek od unutrašnjeg bola da
beži.
dok monstrum u ćeliji leži.
tog nečoveka treba istom mukom
mučiti,
istom pesnicom udariti,
istom rukom zadaviti,
istim bolom još veći naneti,
istim umom bolesnim život mu
upropastiti.
nek pati kao što je patila ona,
troduplo više, troduplo jače.
Nek ga boli kao što je bolelo Tijanu
Jurić,
Anđela našeg, večnog i zapamćenog.
nek ga ubije i osami iznutra,
moć Boga jedinog.
She is an outcast. She finds it easier to express what she feels in the form of writing. Whether it is poems, letters or long texts. These are poems that she writes trying to describe how it feels to live with certain mental health issues, in a world that disregards outcasts. So, these are on the darker side of the spectrum. Some poems might be distressing for some readers.
I personally enjoy consuming dark content, it's kinda like a coping mechanism.
I really hope none of you relate with any of these :)
I'll be posting only poems here, I'll try to be as active as I can.
The poems are not in any order. They are just the thoughts that pop up any time of the day.
(8.11.2023) PS: Please check out 'safe space'. I need your help to make it a real safe space, readers!
Ranking:
#1 shortpoem
#1 distressing
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#1 poem (24.1.2024)