they are in my house

before I tell you my story i need to tell you about myself. one of the questions I will get once i tell my story is am I crazy. the answer is no I am not crazy.(whelp not entirely) I am a 23 year old man living alone, at least I think I am I have not seen the sun in what feels like an eternity. I live in a small town in Oregon. I will not tell you the name of the town as to make sure no one will try to "save" me from this nightmare. I should probably mention that I am a fairly big person, or I should say I was. I haven't eaten in months, they wont let me. I don't understand why I am not dying. I should probably mention that I have a big problem with people touching me the only person I have ever let touch me was Martha my childhood friend and eventual girlfriend. we met in the 2nd grade.