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Uncertain Gray: My Story

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bipolardisorder bpd depression fiction gray mentalhealth story struggle suicide uncertain

The whole world is gray, there is no color. Not even several different shades but one, simple shade of uncertain gray. The name of the shade is sort of ironic if you ask me. Uncertain, just like me. Uncertain of who I am, who I'm meant to be, and why I feel and think the way I do. I don't understand how some people grow up knowing themselves and what they want out of life. Is life worth living? I mean think about it... we all just die in the end anyways. So, what's the point really? This book is fiction and about someone who has struggled with mental health. Hailey is a 23-year-old female who has been diagnosed with BPD and MDD. Follow her story of the last couple months as she fills you in on details of her struggle.All Rights Reserved

bipolardisorder bpd depression fiction gray mentalhealth story struggle suicide uncertain

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Alpha's Baby | astera22 by astera22

My mum always used to tell me what it's like to see your mate for the first time. She used to say that at that moment, everything around you stopped, that nothing else mattered. And nothing else would matter. If it wasn't for the little girl clinging to my leg right now. That little girl that trusts me with her life, that beautiful little girl that made me hold on and not give up on life. That little girl, whose father is standing in front of me right now. He's my mate. The edges of his lips curve and he looks up and down as if checking me out. "Long time no see." Are the words that first come out of his mouth that break the silence. ~~~~~~~~~~ Lexie is an Alpha's daughter. She faces a hard few days and thinks a night at the club will help her get through this. A few drinks won't hurt, right? At least that's what she thinks. Yet that night will change everything sooner than she would ever imagine. When the next day, her pack gets attacked, everything is chaos. Her mother and father are killed and her world shatters. She's forced to run away and leave everyone that she still has left behind. She thinks she has no one... that's until she finds out about another heartbeat in her body. Raising a baby on your own is hard enough. After a few years she finally meets her mate though and it turns out she knows him after all. How will she confess that her mate is actually her daughter's father? What will happen now? We don't live in a fairy tale where every story has a happy ending though. Real world isn't that easy...if you can call a world full of mystical creatures very real.

Angela by Meowler88

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