it only hurts this much right now ━✫ sebastian sallow
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nephology_
Ongoing, First published Mar 15, 2023
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"You like me?"

Sebastian stared at her through his deep, hazel eyes, and she stared right back. Although the longer she stared, the more it felt as if she was sinking deeper into his gaze.

"Yes." Sofiya's voice trembled, "And... I was too afraid to tell you-"

"Why wouldn't you tell me?" The Slytherin cut in, taking her hands in his gentle grasp.

"B-Because," The girl looked down at their interlocked hands. "Because it hurt to like you, Sebastian. After everything we've been through, after not speaking over the summer, after the grudge I held against you for doing so." The girl inhaled sharply, her now teary-eyed gaze snapping up toward Sebastian, "How was I meant to speak to you after that..?"

"Then, when I realized I liked you, it hurt. I thought I would never have you, Sebastian. Yet, this entire time, I tried to convince myself: 'It only hurts this much right now'."

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After the events of 5th year, Sofiya spends the summer relaxing as much as she can, reconnecting with her friends and using their support to recover from all the trauma she endured. However, the main person who she had started to consider her best friend toward the end of the year never responded to her owl. There was no contact between them at all, ever since their last conversation in the Undercroft.

Incredibly hurt, Sofiya decides to give in to this game he was playing. If he didn't want to speak to her for the entire summer, then she wouldn't talk to him for the entire year. No matter what she was feeling for him, it all died the moment she returned to Hogwarts.

This is a story of love, forgiveness, and reunion.

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a slow-burning friends-to-lovers story between sebastian sallow and my hl oc :D

all characters except sofiya laurier, roman albrecht, beaumont remington, octavia cauldwell, and callum conway belong to the creators of hogwarts legacy. this story also takes place post the events of hogwarts legacy and may include spoilers from the game, so be warned!
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Return of Sebastian Sallow | 10 Yr After Hogwarts

149 parts Ongoing Mature

Ten years after I began at Hogwarts, Sebastian Sallow is back. And he's Professor Sallow now. He disappeared after the fall of Ranrok and Rookwood, after I lost Professor Fig, and after Ominis and I couldn't keep him from losing himself. But I never forgot him. As students his darkness kept us apart, and as adults his quest to make amends took him around the world and off the radar while my career with the Ministry kept me close to home. With the unexpected opportunity to reconnect, a wildfire of emotions threatens to bring us close once more. And a mysterious, imminent threat from another land threatens to keep us apart...forever. A story about love, loss, and redemption. CH. 1 Snippet: "I can hear Sebastian's breath grow shallow as he grabs ahold of one of my wrists tightly and I notice a familiar shift that brings a strange glisten to his eye and dark shadow to his brow. I've know that look from before, long ago, in the catacombs and the undercroft. But here it has an intensity that I've never seen. He is voracious and wild --primal, even. Like an old familiar melody, I can almost hear the subtlety of his metered self control that prevents him from becoming completely unhinged. And, oh my god, the realization of how badly he wants me nearly send me off." ---- WARNING: NSFW, Mature | Hogwarts Legacy Fan-fiction | Romance | Contains Hogwarts Legacy Spoilers | F Gryffindor OC / Sebastian Sallow. | M OC / Ominis Gaunt | Steamy Start, Slow Burn

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