Love wins again... Pt.3

One day my corner will be gone and I can't see anything, and my heart will be calm and settle, tears will be crusted on my face, and my heart may not be there anymore and the air around me could just collapse my lungs because this whole time the air could be gone one day and there will be no air to take in, just because I am waiting, waiting, and waiting for him which might never come again.

He's gone, he left as fast and I keep trying to get my mind off of it but truth is I can't pretend my love for him wasn't real because it was for a whole year and a half and its still there, and it won't go away no matter how hard I try, he once told one of my friends that usually he is the one with the broken heart because of my friends being the people he dated, but here I am with the broken heart, feeling helpless and alone, feeling like nobody can help you anymore, it's just gone, it's all gone. And who knows if it will ever come back again. Only time can tell.