Seldom

no description will be brief enough for what you will read.

In the tempest of my mind, emotions soar and dive,
A constant battle waged, as sanity tries to survive.
Highs that lift me to celestial heights, dreams unfurled,
Only to plummet, crashing down to the depths of a lonely world.

Thoughts oscillate like a pendulum, swinging to extremes,
From elation's embrace to despair's haunting screams.
Fractured identity, elusive as a phantom in the night,
Leaving me trapped in a maze of shadows, devoid of light.

Impulsive urges grip my soul, a relentless tide,
A yearning for release, an escape I cannot hide.
Yet, moments later, remorse floods my trembling core,
Regret's bitter tears a reminder of the pain I wore.