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afraid of the end ~ l.s.

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cancer harrystyles hospital hurt-comfort larrystylinson louisandharry louistomlinson onedirection sick sickfic

"Harry? Are you okay?" I asked as I sat down on his bed. 

Harry shakes his head. "T-they said s-something I-is wrong w-with my l-legs."

***


I look over to see Harry's face in a grimace and his eyes were squeezed shut.

I bring the blankets over him and kiss his cheek softly. I bring a hand up to play with his hair while my other cups his cheek.

"I know it's hard, but try to relax. Okay sweetheart? Just relax."

Harry leans into my hand. "L-Lou, please make it better..."All Rights Reserved

cancer harrystyles hospital hurt-comfort larrystylinson louisandharry louistomlinson onedirection sick sickfic

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