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afraid of the end ~ l.s.

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"Harry? Are you okay?" I asked as I sat down on his bed. 

Harry shakes his head. "T-they said s-something I-is wrong w-with my l-legs."

***


I look over to see Harry's face in a grimace and his eyes were squeezed shut.

I bring the blankets over him and kiss his cheek softly. I bring a hand up to play with his hair while my other cups his cheek.

"I know it's hard, but try to relax. Okay sweetheart? Just relax."

Harry leans into my hand. "L-Lou, please make it better..."All Rights Reserved

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Against All Odds by Darling28__

Does Louis hate his illness? Without a doubt. Does Louis hate the curveballs life keeps throwing at him? Absolutely. Does Louis hate Harry more than anything else? Oh, with a passion. Their mutual loathing is practically an art form, and Louis is perfectly fine with keeping it that way forever. But life, as always, has other plans. Over time, dislike grows into a surprising connection that goes deeper than either of them could ever have imagined. In the midst of loss, hope and Louis' illness, which almost costs him his life, they realise that even the strongest walls can fall. And maybe, just maybe, the person Louis thought he couldn't stand turns out to be the one he needs most.

DEFENCE // LARRY STYLINSON // LOUIS TOMLINSON by louissfallenangel

"No, no. No talking little bug, this is the part where you listen" he cuts me off before I can finish. I'm disappointed in myself for complying to his orders. I told myself when I left him that I wouldn't let him control me like this anymore. But here I am, pinned to the bathroom wall, with his hand securely fastened around my now throbbing erection, feeling my body surrender to Harry's commands. Louis and Harry have a toxic relationship, one that no matter how many times Louis tries to leave, he finds himself back and falling surrender to Harry. It isn't that he doesn't love the dominance that Harry holds when they are together, its the fact that he only feels like he knows half of his life. Harry, always a complex, dark character, holds so many secrets that he doesn't even know how to explain or understand himself. But what he does know, is that his love for Louis is something he can never lose, he knows that the day Louis decides he doesn't want him anymore, there will be no reasons left to live. Just how far will Harry go to protect his secret life, in order to keep his relationship safe, knowing that every secret is slowly tearing them apart.

Meet Me in the Hallway by GoldenHazandLou

*WARNING* Drug use and nonconsensual sex When Harry gets home, after he's dragged his sore body up the stairs, he lays on the tile floor under the scalding hot water in the shower, fully clothed, until it runs freezing cold over him. He tries to cry, to do something to make his body feel normal, but he can't. It's like his soul was torn from his body and left on that floor. He scratches at his skin and scrubs the parts of his body that aren't covered in clothes trying to clean himself of the night. It doesn't work. When he looks at himself in the mirror, his tongue is still blue from the pills, his skin is red, bruised, and cut from his nails, and there's still bright red lipstick stuck to his skin like a tattoo.

Take Me To Church - l.s. AU by together_happily

"I was born sick, but I love it. Command me to be well. Amen." Louis' family is as Christian as they get. Church every Sunday, prayers before dinner, the whole deal. His father is even the priest at their local chapel. Since Louis was young, he was taught the ways of bible. It was basically burned into him. One thing that was constantly preached to him was that being gay is wrong. "A sin." They said. "You'll go to hell." They spoke. "A man shall not lay with another man" But what happens when Louis feels something? Like he doesn't belong.. Like he's different. When a new lad comes into work at the coffee shop Louis is already employed at, all he's ever known goes out the window. He's knows it's wrong. He's captivated by this boy. But everything will fall apart.

The Light // L.S by LouisOutLoud

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Fighting the Sunset by charlee333

All of Louis' life he has been on the upwards path. Ever since the start he has risen higher and higher, so much further than he ever thought possible. His beautiful family, his career, and his love. Like rungs of a ladder it all piled straight up into the sky where he was among everything he'd ever wished for. Louis' ability to illuminate a room- a hall, an arena- with something as simple as a smile or a wink is felt by all, and they call him the sun. Bold, blinding, and inevitably shining through every day whether the world can see him through the clouds or not. Unfortunately, what goes up must also come down. Not even Louis Tomlinson can escape natural order. One bad month. One doctors visit. One despairing diagnosis. Louis' life is still perfect. He still has his house, his job to go back to, his family, his friends, and most importantly, he still has Harry. That is, if he can survive the cancerous rock inhabiting his stomach. *** A collab by myself and sassytommo928. It was an absolute pleasure to work with her!

The Ghost of You - Larry Stylinson by lousbumtohazsdik

"DON'T!" Harry abruptly stopped at the edge of the 40-story building at the voice heard from behind and slowly turned around. "Please, don't." Louis begged slowly stepping closer to Harry who was so close to flinging himself off the building to the cold hard floor beneath it. "You're not real." Harry whispered, closing his eyes for a second. He stared Louis dead in the eye before screaming, "YOU'RE NOT REAL!" Louis flinched at the sudden outburst, but he composed himself quickly. "I am, Harry. I'm real and I'm here!" He said extending his arm towards Harry silently asking him to feel him. "No, no, no! You have said it before, but you are not!" Harry shook his head. "It's just the ghost of you." *** Or one where Harry has Schizophrenia, and he refuses to believe that Louis is real even when he is real. This book may contain triggering content for some people, so please read at your own risk. I have done my research on Schizophrenia but if I ever got something wrong or offensive please do tell me. The cover is made by me but the photo credit goes to whoever that took the photo. Happy reading beautiful people! (: xxx - Ash © 2021 @lousbumtohazsdik

Starry Starry Night by PixieMoon28

"Say something Lou... please. Say something..." "Football and Gay don't go together, Harry. Why can't you understand that I can't give you what you want from me? I... I don't even feel..." he paused. For a fleeting second, I was hopeful. I waited for him to finish the sentence. "I don't feel the same about you, Harry". Louis finally said, his tone mundane. He had his back turned to me so I couldn't read his face when he said this. I wanted to look into his blue eyes when he said this. He's lying. He had to be lying. "Lou please... Look at me, Lou...", I was practically begging him. I felt my chest constrict. I couldn't breathe again. I tried to take deep breaths in, but I couldn't feel air filling up my lungs. "Lou you promised you won't leave... You promised you would always be there for me". Tears were pouring out of my eyes uncontrollably and it blurred my vision. I tried to wipe them off with the back of my hand. I was a mess. When my vision cleared, I could see him starting to walk away. "Don't go Louis. You don't have to love me back, Lou. Just please don't leave. Let's be friends?" A weird prickling feeling was spreading through my body, flowing through my veins. It was numbing my hands, feet, my entire body. I was now on my knees. He was leaving me. My Louis was leaving me. "It hurts Lou. I would rather die than feel this way". ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Harry Styles is spellbound by the blue-eyed football star of Crestwood Academy, Louis Tomlinson. He is happy to finally have found something more entrancing than music and art. Louis Tomlinson finds Harry, the new student, quite intriguing. He's utterly confused with feelings he is sure he has never felt before. The two boys soon become best friends but will they fall truly, madly, deeply in love?

Together On The Field - l.s by larrybiebers

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Against All Odds

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