It all started with a smoke

Nate is a hesitant, anxiety ridden teenage boy who so happens to have a dark past and a life changing secret hanging above his head, he's in love with a boy who's out of his league and would be ashamed to know who he was in the past

Eli is the life of the party, clad in leather and denim no matter the occasion or weather, he's spent 2 months of his life living next door to a boy who he's never once spoken to, but has spent ever waking minute thinking about.

Will they share they're feelings with one another And can Nate open up about his past to a boy he barely knows?

Disclaimer: this book will cover heavy topics such as LGBTQIA+ abuse, drug use, self harm and suicide, SA, physical abuse and mental illness.