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Time 4h 58m

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(Silently Drowning Series - Book Two) 

Maybe that's it. We eventually go numb; because you can't break a heart that's already broken.

Maxwell Augustus; A boy who has seen nothing but hatred, yet somehow he's filled with so much love. Covered in scars - both physical and mental - and mastered the art of concealing his violet painted skin.

Violent father, violent brother, nightmare uncle, little sister, and unwanted feelings for his best friend. What could go wrong?

Answer: Just about everything.

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Unnoticed Sorellina
*Self-Negligence 
Noticed Sorellina 


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Started: May 8, 2023
Finished: August 6, 2023
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Plan Of Seduction by bl_principito

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