Im Falling For My Big Brothers Best Friend

I haven't seen my brother Ty in almost 5 years. We used to be really close, but he left a long time ago...and now I'm almost 16. The only Thing I Wanted For my birthday was To See Ty again, at least once. He was my best friend. Is it possible I'll get to see him again, and will his best friend have a place in my future? I mean I used to think I was in love with Josh....but that was years ago, besides I was only eleven at that time, I had no idea what love was like. But the question is: Do I now.....