Until I Find My Star
Jenikim7
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  • Parts 28
  • Time 3h 36m
Jenikim7
Ongoing, First published Mar 17, 2023
Mature
abusiverelationshipbadboybetrayalbillionairedarklovefirststoryforcedgoodgirlindiaindiankarmalovelovestorylovetrianglemarriagematureaudienceobsessedobsessionpossessivepsychorandomstoryzaddy
I limped towards the kitchen after sending him an email, that I'm on leave today. I couldn't even able to walk properly as I was feeling sore down there, just thinking about what happened yesterday was enough to make me trembling down with fear. 

He was rough, way too rough. He didn't even mind that I was on my 5th day of my menstrual period. 

For him it's all about him and his needs. He will never change.

My lips wobbled as I cleared my tears as it started to flow down. Entering the kitchen, I took the glass of water gulping it down furiously to calm my racing heartbeat. I took another and another as my throat was itching and hurting with all that screaming. I gasped while keeping the glass in the sink. I won't be going to office today not after his brutality. I don't have enough strength to face him. I just can't... 

He's an animal and I don't think I can even stay in the same room as him even though he had done this so many times, yesterday he went too far. He crossed his limits and I don't want to see his face. I just hate him so much. 

As I stood holding the sink, a thought crossed my mind, why life is so cruel to me? What did I do to receive these? Why did I ended up with him? I just want to live normally. 

I sighed brushing my open hair, thinking about my miserable life. I shook my head, tying my hair in a bun. I turned around to leave the kitchen only to get startled by him. 

Him? My eyes widened at the realisation as gasped left my mouth in horror at the sight of him. 

What? 

He's here. 

It means... he never left. 

And the worst part is he's also looking at me with that look on his face.

Lust filled eyes.

Will he ever leave me alone?

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⚠️WARNING: IT CONTAINS ABUSIVE DARK ROMANCE AND FORCED MATURED CONTENT.

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