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A Day to Die For.

Rauy_de_Sweazea

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Time 1h 37m

Rauy_de_Sweazea

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Lucian de Carré lives a life of constant struggle and depression. Living in a city in England, bartending at a local club, Lucian gives simple cries for help for his struggling mind.

Out of all the customers, why was it him? The one guy who was just as odd as Lucian's demeanour, why did he pique an interest in Lucian?

Day by day, that same face of that foreign man gives him some sort of heartfelt cheer, but after a discussion of romance and relationships, Lucian spirals down the hole once more.

++Includes rape, alcoholism, self-harm, PTSD, and suicidal ideation++All Rights Reserved

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