Begin Again Or Over Again ?

𝑺𝒉𝒆 𝒘𝒂𝒔𝒏'𝒕 𝒔𝒖𝒑𝒑𝒐𝒔𝒆𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝒃𝒆 𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆. 𝑨𝒏𝒅 𝒉𝒆 𝒘𝒂𝒔𝒏'𝒕 𝒔𝒖𝒑𝒑𝒐𝒔𝒆𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝒏𝒐𝒕𝒊𝒄𝒆 𝒉𝒆𝒓. 𝑾𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒑𝒆𝒏𝒔 𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒉𝒖𝒏𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒇𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒔 𝒊𝒏 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒑𝒓𝒆𝒚?

හමුවීම ම හිමිවීම නොවූ ලෝකයක අහිමිවීම ට හෝ ඔබ හමු වූ ජීවිතය ට ආදරය කරමි..

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මුල් බහින වෛරයෙන් උඩු දුවන් ආලයක්....🤍 වෛරය බලවේග දාම ඝාතන පුනර්භවය නුවර... මේ හැමදෙයක්ම එකතු උන ඒක වෙනස්ම කතාවක්... DEPRESSION~🤍

" හිඟන්නො ඉන්න ඕන අපේ කකුල් යට මිසක් ඔලුව උඩ නෙමෙයි බං..." යීබෝගෙ ඒ වචන වලට මගේ පපුව පිහි තුඩකින් පහුරු ගානවා වගේ දැනෙන්න ගත්තෙ.. මේ මනුස්සයට ඇත්තටම හැඟීමක් දැනීමක් නැද්ද..කිසිම මනුස්සකමක් ගෑවිලවත් නැත්තෙ ඇයි දෙයියනේ...කවද වෙනකන් මම මේ දුක විදින්නද...මම ඇස් වල කඳුලු පුරවන් යීබෝ දිහා බලන් හිතන්න ගත්තා..💔🥀

Here I am yet again. I feel the beat of the music at my feet. It rushes up through my body giving me a pleasing feeling overcoming my body, I can feel it as I close my eyes and take in the environment without needing the view. My senses heightened, my conscious thoughts being subsided for the moment, and my body feeling on fire as if i'm above the world and I can see myself on a the outside looking in. This is the feeling. The feeling I crave and why I come back. I come back because its simple. I'm addicted Warning: Contain explicit language, includes sexual content, drug use, and thought on depression and suicide.

Happiness, love, engagement, marriage, lucky, baby, friends... Tears, screams, disappointment, sadness, cheating, running away, cancer, even more tears, bridge, jump, death... Go ahead and read the story to find out what happens

As of a few hours ago, My life was going nothing but downhill. Dads anger was getting worse and I was getting weaker and weaker by the minuet. When he does the absolute unthinkable, I feel hopless and ready to die in an alley behind the local plaza. Thats when I am saved by an unsuspected hero and maybe, just maybe, my destiny isn't as broken as it appears

They always say that your family will always love you no matter what. I think it's a lie. Sometimes life is a Lie. Everyone has been told "I hate you." From someone they love. For others it's a constant thing. All because of an accident. When they are hurting they can't accept the fact that it was their fault or no ones fault at all. They find someone to blame hoping that they won't blame themselves. They hold a grudge on that person for the rest of their life maybe. It's how family falls apart. That's how mine fell apart. It's the reason for everything It's good to cherish your life everyday. Cause one day it's all going vanish from your sight and you won't even be able to remember the good times. Same with people. You have to know when to cherish them. We get broken easily. I learned that the hard way. Some people walk into your life as a mistake. Most stay while others leave. They all leave. People change. But others are willing to change you for your benefit. What if it helps? Would you trust them then? Adopted By One Direction (COMPLETED [4/20/18] - REVISING) Copyright © 2016 by XariwritesX Ranked #43 in adopted (10-18-18)