PERMANENT

His skin felt PERMANENT on mine
His smile felt PEMANENT in my mind
His touch was still PERMANENT on my skin
His boyish grin when he would make a dirty joke was PERMANENTLY in my mind and would not get out.
but for some reason I feel like I've know this my whole life.

She was PERMANENT in my mind and this time I wouldn't let her go.
The last time I let her go will be the LAST time I wont have her PERMANENTLY.

Romeo- I don't think ill ever be able get Sofia out of my mind or life. I love her so much but I had to leave to not hurt her. I can't let her know the secrets that have under my dad name. I left her so she wouldn't get her but I somehow feel I hurt her more. I was her bestfriend and I left overnight with nothing but a note saying I'll be back as soon as I can. my dad's mafia lost control and I was staying with my mom in our other house while he dealt with that so me nor her got hurt. When I left I planed to come back the same and find Sofia the same as she was when I left MINE.

Amidala ­- I didn't think he would just leave me like that but I won't ever stop loving him. I believe when he said he'll come back to me but not soon, I feel he's going to be gone a while. He left me with no one, he was the only person I had and now he wasn't here. I stopped calling but kept listening to his voicemail to here his voice. I didn't stop doing dance but I had none one to come to my recitals and cheer me on my parent were getting to drunk. I didn't think my love for him would be this bad when we are only freshmen but I still love him to the moon and back. I asked carter to pick me up from dance so I could talk to him about Blake. but he was drunk to so I tried to walk but he forced me in the car. things went south when i woke up in the hospital my parents were mad and when we got home it was not just mental abuse anymore but now it was physical too.