A Dream about the Past

a short story, or poetry, I don't really know. A bit childish and weird, It shouldnt take longer than 5 minutes to read this . It shouldn't hurt to steal a bit of your time, would it?

if you finished reading can you tell what the message is about? its NOT your fault if you got it wrong, I'm the one learning anyway.

update: its been less than a week and i have cringed too hard i died. but i am also proud for some reason, whateevermen.. just let the cringe book live on