BETWEEN US

I was just crying in the balcony thinking about my life how worst it has become after my mom Married my step dad. Why a highschool girl like me have to sit in here and cry out of all pepole why me? I question myself and god. I still can hear shouts from the kitchen. "Ugh how long they will fight" i said in a low tone. "Probably till the midnight " said a deep voice. I recognize the voice immediately. I forgot that his & my belcony were connected gosh i have no privacy . " What r u doing here, Don't u have study's? " i said in a irritating voice. "I can't focus bec of their yelling & stuff" he said before taking out a pack of cigarette from his poket and liteing up one of the cigarette. He is my step brother and 4 years older then me. He always ignores me not that i want to bond with him like a sister or smt. It just annoys me to see him as my brother since he was my childhood crush but I'm over him now. He sits beside me "so how is u r study's? " he asks me "since when u r interested about me and my study's? " He laughed at my comment. " well to be honest I'm not interested in your study I'm interested in you " wait did i hear it worng? I ask myself. Ok i was lying when i said i got over him.