Fade Into You- sally face x reader

'dear sal

if you couldn't already tell, i like you. a lot. but not the normal like. the like that has me desperate to talk to you. the like that has me up till 4 am just thinking about you and what we could be. the like that makes me cry and laugh and hurt and heal all at the same time. when I'm around you its like all my feelings are pouring out and there's no stopping them. but i can never seem to find the words, let alone get them out. you dont know how many times i wanted to say this to you but every time i try it feels like the words become prisoners in my throat. i can never stop thinking about you. youre always my first and last thought. you make me second guess everything i do in care you wouldn't like it. ill be anywhere and my mind is filled to the brim with you. all you. I've liked you for what feels like an eternity and i don't think ill ever stop. i want to be everything to you. i want to be the person who can make you laugh when crying, or smile when you feel like dying because that's who you are to me. its so easy to talk to everyone and just say what i feel but with you its different. i feel like im losing my mind. If I was able to let you hear my thoughts maybe you would see how much I truly love you...i...i love you. i love you is what i shouldve said from the start. its not a like, its a love.

sal fisher, i love you with all too much of my heart...'