Vampires like me can't cry- When I let arrogance get the better of me

Ever since moving here, I have gotten the impression something isn't right here. And by hanging out with Diego and his friends, it's taught me you shouldn't wing life even if you really feel the need to. It could lead to fatal consequences.

Why am I even a vampire if I can't get used to my surroundings and understand life isn't all fun and games? I mean I bet a lot of people do. Can't blame them really.