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~ Drowning ~ A gay agnst story

Number1StanKinnie

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Number1StanKinnie

abuse badgrammer badspelling badthouths carcrash drinking drinkinganddriving drunkdriving gay majorcharacterdeath mentalhospital mention-rape mention-suicide minorcharacterdeath notthebest selfharm smoking suicidalthoughts suicideattempt

A gay story about two "best friends" in high school and their problems. I write this to distract myself from my own problems such as urges to drink, smoke and sh. Axel is based off of me while Sai is based of off my best friend.
Character 1: Axel. Axel has had a hard life, abused his whole life, taken advantage of, said, all that good stuff. He has turned to drinking, smoking and harming himself. 
Character 2: Sai. Sai is a semi-okay person. He used to self harm but is 1 or 2 months sober. Sai knows about Axels problems and wants him to get better.
Storyline: Axel is stubborn and contunies to smoke, drink and sh. This leads to him almost killing himself by getting drunk and driving. He ends up in a hospital, Sai stays by his side the whole time. Axel is admitted into a mental hospital, Sai visits when he can and isn't busy with school. When Axel gets out he contunies to do the things that almost killed him. Sai trys to stop him and Axel ends up leaving him. Sai knows that he's (himself) is the only thing keeping Axel from driving off of a cliff besides his addictions. There might be major character death.All Rights Reserved

abuse badgrammer badspelling badthouths carcrash drinking drinkinganddriving drunkdriving gay majorcharacterdeath mentalhospital mention-rape mention-suicide minorcharacterdeath notthebest selfharm smoking suicidalthoughts suicideattempt

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Moving In by _CallMe_Crazy

Blaze White is the New Girl at the Prep school in her mothers old home town. But her only goal for senior year is to keep a low profile, no friends, no parties and NO boys. Axel may be adored and worshipped by his peer-but he hates people, except 5. So when a beautiful but closed off girl suddenly enters his group. He is not welcoming of the mysterious beauty despite the pull they both feel. •••• WARNING: This was written many moons ago. I have decided to put it back up because of a large request from readers. However, I was a kid when I wrote this so take it with a grain of salt. *** Like a deer in head lights, I freeze and watch as the car comes towards me expecting to get hit. But to my surprise, the car swerves to the side slightly next to me and comes to a stop. I take a deep breath I didn't know I was holding at the driver's side door swings open and a very pissed off Axel steps out. "Thank god," I mumble and place my hands on my knees to catch my breath. "Blaze?" He says and I hate it. I hate how he says my name as if it's his. Like he knows it's the only thing I want to hear, him calling out to me, looking at me, focused to me. It's the first time in my life I wanted someone's attention so badly I didn't care how I got it. And that was too dangerous for me to hold onto. "Are you insane or some shit? I could have killed you!" He says and starts to walk towards me. I take a big breath and step back away from him, "s-stop! Axel," I stutter still panting. It's then he notices the blood on my hands and shirt. "Is that blood?" He asks staring at my shirt and I take another step back. "Stop, stay b-back," I try to say confidently but I can't even breath right. Realizing he won't listen I start to turn around planning to make a break for it. "Don't run from me Blaze it won't go well," he growls reading my thoughts causing me to freeze in my spot. "Do not ever think you can get away from me."

ORIGINAL:The Boy With A Touch Of Cancer(BxB) by Jeanne_Wolf

"Leo pinned me against the wall with his hips; his hands gently gripping my wrists, keeping my arms above my head against the cool brick behind me. His beautiful, hazy blue eyes -that had turned straight quicksilver, again- were filled with such an intense, carnal desire I couldn't even look into them, so I looked over his shoulder. I saw a small group of kids from the group standing out by their cars who would easily be able to see what we were doing...or at least what Leo was doing to me. At that moment, my mind started wandering to all the things that I could be doing to him right now...but I stopped that train of thought, immediately, as it started heading to all the wrong places... All the dirty places... All of those places involving a very hard part of my body... I glanced back at Leo; his gaze was still as intense as it was before (unfortunately). He smirked at me and said confidently, "You can't ignore me forever, Ethan. You're eventually gonna fall for my charms..." Ethan Carter was focused on 2 things. 1. School (obviously) and 2. Getting over ex (it's proving to be, harder than he thought), but now he has to add dying to that list, and suddenly having feelings for a boy (which has happened once before, but Ethan tries to forget it). Leo Malone makes Ethan feel things he's never felt for another guy. Leo's sweet, patient, and understanding, the only problem is, he's a guy. Ethan tries to ignore the fact that his heart flutters every time he sees Leo, or that he can't ever stop thinking about him; but if having cancer has taught him one thing, it's that, "You have to live in the present, as you may not have a future."

My Brother's Gang by isabellaleon43

I crossed my arms and moved back a little, expecting Ryan to sit up properly now. "So? You gonna tell me?" "Yeah." A small chuckle escaped his lips. "You're not going to like it." Ryan was now sitting up, rubbing the red mark the table made on his forehead. "Well? Are you going to tell me or not?" I tapped my foot impatiently. "Yeah." Ryan said as he put his arm back down, gesturing towards the chair across from him. "Take a seat. It's a long story. Not really, but still." •.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.• Hazel and Quinn are as close as twins could get. Or were, at least. When Quinn's frequent disappearances become even more frequent, Hazel decides to go after her idiot of a brother and ends up getting herself into an even bigger mess than he was in. •.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.• Warning: THIS BOOK IS GAY. YOU DON'T LIKE GAY? DON'T READ. OR DO READ BECAUSE I COULD USE THE READS AS A SELF CONFIDENCE BOOSTER. Another warning: This book is completed and a bit short, but I think the whole thing should be roughly around 19-20,000 words long. It's a quick, easy read with a few typos or errors and maybe a plot hole here and there, but still pretty good and nice to read.

Hi Again Flower by bela_3

"So there's One of my friends I want you to get to know him he's not that bad you know"Ohm said and I stopped on my tracks. there's really someone who wants to know someone like me? "okay ?I will try, not because of you but your bf is going to give me a scold later if I turn you down"I said and went back to my class. Soooo this is a real life story I think it's kinda fictional somehow so I am turning it to a one and making it a bl cause I live for it, bedsides I am adding some actions. The whole story will be from the story owner perspective and there will be some chapters just talking on social media cause it was a long distance relationship for a while. Enjoy.

His Shadow (Book I) by LokiBoreddd

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Is it safe to just be who we are? - SaintShin by AsiaSharpeblade04

English isn't my first language so I apologize for any mistakes🥹the translator sometimes gets the pronouns wrong, as soon as I can I will correct the story properly Saint and Shin have known each other since they were little and attended elementary and middle school together. In high school they chose two different paths, Saint the hotel management and Shin the linguistics. However, despite this, even if they didn't see each other in class every day as they used to do, their relationship never changed. They went to each other's house very often, or went out together from time to time, not every day, but they always kept in touch. Their friendship, however, undergoes a change when, at the age of 17, they have a bad fight, which separates them forever. Their paths cross again seven years later, at the age of 24, 25 for Saint because he has already turned 25, with both of them working as bodyguards. Shin is assigned to protect an influential political figure, and the reason why he chose this path is actually to find out what really happened to his mother, involved in the explosion of a shopping mall, which also caused the death of other people. He doesn't believe that it was an accident. While Saint works as a bodyguard for a famous actor who actually has a double life and is investigating the incident at the mall. Saint and Shin, without realizing it, will find themselves fighting with the same goal: to find out what really happened that day at the mall. And who knows, between one thing and another, maybe that feeling that completely distances itself from the word friendship will explode between them...

Jesse's Girl (COMPLETE) by xHeatLifex

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New Beginnings (undergoing editing) by Depressed-Stressed

Liza Micheal's has a stutter, an eating disorder and self harms. Liza is a fourteen year old gay kid and no one really cares about her anymore, then to top it off she lives with abusive parents. So who's there to care? Exactly, no one. But when she is taken to the hospital due to one hell of a beating she finds out she has brothers.. who want to have a life and a good brotherly relationship with her and are willing to take her in. What'll happen next? DISCLAMIER: I am currently attempting to remake a few of the chapters because Wattpad deleted three of my chapters and I cant remember what I wrote. All chapters will be AT LEAST 3 actual pages long, with the font size at 12 which is about 1,700+ words Warning ⚠️: -Pain attacks -Self harm -Depression -Anxiety -Improper chest binding Other stuff rainbow 🌈 wise: GAY LESBIAN NON-BINARY

Just A Thought by juayxx

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Moving In

Blaze White is the New Girl at the Prep school in her mothers old home town. But her only goal for senior year is to keep a low profile, no friends, no parties and NO boys. Axel may be adored and worshipped by his peer-but he hates people, except 5. So when a beautiful but closed off girl suddenly enters his group. He is not welcoming of the mysterious beauty despite the pull they both feel. •••• WARNING: This was written many moons ago. I have decided to put it back up because of a large request from readers. However, I was a kid when I wrote this so take it with a grain of salt. *** Like a deer in head lights, I freeze and watch as the car comes towards me expecting to get hit. But to my surprise, the car swerves to the side slightly next to me and comes to a stop. I take a deep breath I didn't know I was holding at the driver's side door swings open and a very pissed off Axel steps out. "Thank god," I mumble and place my hands on my knees to catch my breath. "Blaze?" He says and I hate it. I hate how he says my name as if it's his. Like he knows it's the only thing I want to hear, him calling out to me, looking at me, focused to me. It's the first time in my life I wanted someone's attention so badly I didn't care how I got it. And that was too dangerous for me to hold onto. "Are you insane or some shit? I could have killed you!" He says and starts to walk towards me. I take a big breath and step back away from him, "s-stop! Axel," I stutter still panting. It's then he notices the blood on my hands and shirt. "Is that blood?" He asks staring at my shirt and I take another step back. "Stop, stay b-back," I try to say confidently but I can't even breath right. Realizing he won't listen I start to turn around planning to make a break for it. "Don't run from me Blaze it won't go well," he growls reading my thoughts causing me to freeze in my spot. "Do not ever think you can get away from me."