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Too Afraid To Hope

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I stare at the girl in the mirror, feeling the horrible scratchy material of the skinny jeans, harsh against my skin.

I hate skinny jeans.
But I want to fit in.

I want to be one of those pretty, confident skinny girls. I want to look at the mirror and acknowledge that I am  beautiful and appealing to boys.

I'm not just a fat lump. 

I want to feel love like in the love stories. I want to know that someone out there is right for me. That someone loves me.

I know that my Mom and my big brother love me. But that's all.

I'm not even one of those half-decent girls that have one best friend: 

I am no one.
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This is the story of thirteen year old, Adeline, who is mercilessly made fun of because of her size.

This is the story of how she proved those girls wrong.

This proves that if you're not happy either, YOU CAN CHANGE!All Rights Reserved

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Falling for my best friend.

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