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Last published Thu, Feb 27, 2025
She hide her pains behind her smiles..!
Well, we all experience life differently,
Like it is said life is a test and every one has his own differently.
Life for a girl like Anam was the most beautiful and wonderful thing, not only her but for many people her age. When you have no worries in life, when you are loved by many like a butterfly.
But then life took a twist turn, every thing came crashing down for her including her own self she was ruined by one and then those that mean the world to her also took turns in shattering her and turning into to her biggest night mere, they broke her completely at a very tender age.
Naivety, fear, and ignorance were the main cause of her destruction but after been shattered will she find the way to fix her broken pieces together or will she leave her self to dwell in agony?
A coming of age story!
This story will bring tears to your eyes. not your every day love story, I decided to specie it up. So follow me in this rollercoaster.
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