The way I see you

This will be a softer piece of writing than I usually write because I saw a TikTok and now I need to write about it.

After an unsuccessful hunt leaves Sam in the hospital, Dean blames himself. He wishes Dean would see himself the way Castiel does. It hurts to see Dean degrade himself in such ways. Dean thinks he's undeserving of love and that he breaks everything he touches and Castiel is determined to prove him wrong. Castiel confesses a secret he's been hiding from Dean for a long time.