◇My Poems◇
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this is just me writing down all my poems in here cuz i know how some of u are waiting for my fic updates. i also love sharing poems with other people. updates are never consistent, and im sorry if the poems are really bad. nevertheless, please enjoy!
there are some warnings i would like to list:
self harm, body dysmorphia, slight swearing, suicide, overdose, depression
if there are any more triggering subjects i have not listed, please let me know in the comments so i can add it to the list.
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