Prize of Beauty

They said a broken heart could heal.
But, why does mine still bleeding?
What is the cure for a broken heart?
Time?
It has been such a long time.
Forget about it?
Believe me, I have been trying to.
Who doesn't want to forget their real-life nightmares?
Shouldn't your word sound comforting?
Why does it slice through my heart?
Why does it break my heart to pieces?
Am I too sensitive?
Sometimes,
I pray to God,
I don't know why I live anymore?
I don't want to die,
But I don't know the reason I live anymore.
I am just a burden.
To everyone.
Then why?
Why do you let me live?
I don't know how my story going to end.
But I promised you one thing.
I will never stop trying.
I just hope you could bless me with a way out of this.
I need you.
You are the only one left,
Who never leaves me.
You are the only one that I have.