Broken With A Bliss
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Ongoing5m
Last published Tue, Mar 21, 2023
"Mom, do you want me dead?"
No one expects a straight A student to struggle.
Pretend you have a perfect family, but they're killing you inside.
"You'll never be good enough,"
"I have never, and would never hurt myself because of an argument with my parents."
"I scratched my hand to bleed,"
"I play the victim so that you can at least care for me, Mom."
"Whatever I do, they'd criticize me."
"Why are my siblings better treated than me, Dad"
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