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Broken With A Bliss
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Ongoing, Unang na-publish Mar 21, 2023
deadsuicidalthoughts
"Mom, do you want me dead?"




No one expects a straight A student to struggle.

Pretend you have a perfect family, but they're killing you inside.

"You'll never be good enough,"

"I have never, and would never hurt myself because of an argument with my parents."

"I scratched my hand to bleed,"

"I play the victim so that you can at least care for me, Mom."

"Whatever I do, they'd criticize me."

"Why are my siblings better treated than me, Dad"
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Silence ni Karlaniaa
13 parte Ongoing Mature
No one notices. No one cares. No one asks. ... I'm just a normal girl. School is getting on my nerves most of the time, but that's normal. I don't have a lot of friends like everyone else. I guess I'm living a life like everyone else. Everone else also thinks that. They think im a normal girl living a normal life having friends and a great family. But in reality, I just try to survive. I try not to drown. I try not to lose the fight I have within myself. I fight every day. With myself and, more importantly, with the most important people in my life. The people who gave me everything, but it's still not enough for me. I want to get out of this. Apparently I'm also not enough for them. I mean why would they do so many things that hurt me if they would like me? I don't think that this can go on forever but I also don't know what to do about it. ... !Spoiler! TW: -mental illness -use of cures words -abuse -eating disorder -fake friends -mobbing
It hurts(COMPLETED) ni klynn928
18 parte Kumpleto
"Help me please....save me from all this pain. It hurts so much." "I hate seeing you in pain but I don't know what to do" "I'm dying and nobody can help me." "I'm sorry." "Please....please..just k-kill me already." (May have violent language, and death) Short series. Short chapter(about 1000 words each) Probably a lot of bad grammar btw Enjoy anyway thx
𝒞𝓇𝒶𝓏𝓎 𝒾𝓃 𝓁ℴ𝓋ℯ ni BENDTHAT_ASSOVER69
27 parte Kumpleto Mature
"Y'all niggas crazy asf!"
Finding Purpose (+18) ✔️ ni ZaynismRules
10 parte Kumpleto
***this book contains suicidal thoughts and tendencies, may not be appropriate for younger audiences*** In which she looks for the purpose of life. Lily Carter's parents died in a car crash leaving her and Laura, girl was depressed long before her parents passed away and with all the problems turning up now, Lily felt more miserable - if that's even possible. With her journey to look for life's purpose and grab the small pinch of HOPE - which is ironically her second name -, will she finally snap at the pressure and finally end it all? or will a small light lit her darkened world of grief and loneliness? * "So you know. The little goth girl who gets bullied is indeed a mess. There's this mess in her head that eats her alive everyday isn't it? What to do now Kaden? Tell the whole neighborhood and recieve an award for taking out a crazy in this world?" I spit like vomit. His eyes warmed up as I finished, "Lily. It isn't like that" "What is it then? People stopped caring... they gave up, why aren't you?" I fought my tears. "Because I feel the need to care. Did Leigh hurt you? Did she hit you?" he finally noticed the unusual redness of my cheek. I don't like the way he told me he needed to care for me. I felt like an obligation, a responsibility that he is carrying and carrying leads to getting tired and when people gets tired, they give up. I don't want them to give up on me. But they will, so it's good not to make them care for me in the first place. "I never needed anyone. I stopped needing anyone before, why start now?" I uttered the words again. Why? There is nothing to fight for. No mama. No papa. No sister to love me. No one. So why would I waste my life and the time of others to fix what is already broken - and someone who doesn't want to be fixed? If I may add. Maybe I gave up. No, scratch that. I gave up a long time ago - when my parents died, my hope and purpose went away with them.
𝐅𝐎𝐑 𝐘𝐎𝐔 . 𝐁𝐗𝐁 ni ihawttop
34 mga parte Kumpleto Mature
" Yeah, anything 𝘍𝘰𝘳 𝘠𝘰𝘶, Jahkeem. "
My vampire mate (currently re-writing) ni fuck_off04
23 parte Kumpleto Mature
A 15 year old girl faces the extremes starting from a young age... Abuse, mentally..physically..emotionally.. hatred, depression, suicidal thoughts, attempts, and more. All things she eventually had to learn how to handle on her own. But a vampire now... how will she face face this new ' extreme'? I grew up with a abusive family, all of them reminding me every day how worthless I was, how i was the mistake and the one ruining the family name, and didn't Belong. Until one unexpected night I was taken by a guy who is a vampire and claims me as his mate... Y/n is a teenage girl who is abused and hurt by not only her family, but other people she meets at school, she was counted as a outcast, freak, etc.. one night she goes out and is almost raped but is saved and kidnapped by a guy who ends up claiming to be a vampire who claims she is his mate, and that she belongs to him. Will she find love with him? Or will she fight their connection? ^ THIS BOOK IS WRITTEN FROM YOUR POV (point of view) ^ *swearing* * inappropriate * *slow updates* *first book* *no hate please if you don't like it stop reading* * probably extremely cringy* ( You have been warned) ( not very good at descriptions you'll have to read to find out) > This is a copy right story< READ AT YOUR OWN RISK BUT PLEASE LOOK AT THE TAGS, THIS BOOK CONTAINS MASSIVE DEPRESSION, DEPRESSION THOUGHTS, SUICIDAL ATTEMPTS, AND MANY OTHER THINGS THAT CAN TRIGGER MULTIPLE THINGS IN THAT CATEGORY, INCLUDING EATING DISORDERS. PLEASE IF THIS IS A TRIGGER FOR YOU, PLEASE DO NOT READ THIS BOOK. Thank you. #4 abuse 2021 #16 attempted rape 2021 #3 in abuse 2022
𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐃𝐄𝐕𝐈𝐋 ni mymy_booksss
19 mga parte Kumpleto Mature
"That nigga the 𝐝𝐞𝐯𝐢𝐥."
BTS FF 𝕊𝕙𝕖'𝕤 𝕆𝕦𝕣'𝕤 ♡ ni FanFictionAesTAETic
18 parte Kumpleto Mature
You are a girl who is still in college. You are a cheerful, kind and friendly girl. But behind that, you are also very skilled in self -defense and even using weapons, you are also reliable. You live with your adoptive family because your original family was killed by your adoptive family but you don't know about it. Your adoptive family hates you very much, in fact they have tortured you and consider you an unlucky person in their family. You also have an adopted sister who really hates you. He never considered you his stepbrother. She considers you a maid only. Even so, no one knows that you often cry and suffer from depression. You have 4 best friends. They know everything about you, including your adoptive family. They are the ones who helped you all this time. You are also often bullied at school by your sister and her friends. Even so, you still try to smile and pretend to be strong in front of others. You were also forced to work in a restaurant by your adoptive family. They don't care about you unless every month you get a salary, they are the ones who take the money even you can just keep quiet because otherwise you will be beaten by them. Even so, you are still a beautiful and kind woman. But one day, the destiny of your life changes.
𝐑𝐞𝐩𝐮𝐥𝐬𝐢𝐯𝐞 ʸᴬᴺᴰᴱᴿᴱˢ ˣ ᴹᵁᴿᴰᴱᴿ ni DeadGhosy
28 parte Kumpleto
𝘞𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘢 𝘵𝘦𝘦𝘯 𝘮𝘶𝘳𝘥𝘦𝘳 𝘤𝘢𝘵𝘤𝘩𝘦𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘢𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘰𝘧 𝘱𝘦𝘰𝘱𝘭𝘦 𝘢𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥 𝘩𝘪𝘮. "𝐌𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐚 𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐩 𝐭𝐨𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐝𝐬 𝐦𝐞, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐈'𝐦 𝐠𝐮𝐭𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐚 𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤𝐢𝐧 𝐟𝐢𝐬𝐡. 𝐃𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐭𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐦𝐞." "𝐁𝐮𝐭 𝐈 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐜𝐮𝐭 𝐦𝐞 𝐮𝐩 𝐝𝐚𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠.."
𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞✔️ ni backwoodfairy
27 parte Kumpleto Mature
𝐢'𝐝 𝐫𝐚𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐦𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐧 𝐚𝐜𝐭 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐢'𝐦 𝐭𝐫𝐢𝐩𝐩𝐢𝐧' 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐡𝐢𝐠𝐡 𝐨𝐧 𝐚 𝐩𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐛𝐱𝐛
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Silence cover
It hurts(COMPLETED) cover
𝒞𝓇𝒶𝓏𝓎 𝒾𝓃 𝓁ℴ𝓋ℯ cover
Finding Purpose (+18) ✔️ cover
𝐅𝐎𝐑 𝐘𝐎𝐔 . 𝐁𝐗𝐁 cover
My vampire mate (currently re-writing) cover
𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐃𝐄𝐕𝐈𝐋 cover
BTS FF 𝕊𝕙𝕖'𝕤 𝕆𝕦𝕣'𝕤 ♡ cover
𝐑𝐞𝐩𝐮𝐥𝐬𝐢𝐯𝐞 ʸᴬᴺᴰᴱᴿᴱˢ ˣ ᴹᵁᴿᴰᴱᴿ cover
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Silence

13 parte Ongoing Mature

No one notices. No one cares. No one asks. ... I'm just a normal girl. School is getting on my nerves most of the time, but that's normal. I don't have a lot of friends like everyone else. I guess I'm living a life like everyone else. Everone else also thinks that. They think im a normal girl living a normal life having friends and a great family. But in reality, I just try to survive. I try not to drown. I try not to lose the fight I have within myself. I fight every day. With myself and, more importantly, with the most important people in my life. The people who gave me everything, but it's still not enough for me. I want to get out of this. Apparently I'm also not enough for them. I mean why would they do so many things that hurt me if they would like me? I don't think that this can go on forever but I also don't know what to do about it. ... !Spoiler! TW: -mental illness -use of cures words -abuse -eating disorder -fake friends -mobbing

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