Lie to my face

"No, I'm not gonna shoot you Rachel" I shouted at her from across the room.
"Fine, I'll do it myself, If you were my real friend you put me out of my misery" She ran across the room at me.
"NO!" I screamed as she grabbed my hands attempting to grab the gun from my hands. "If YOU were a real friend you wouldn't do this to me You can't leave me"She pried my fingers one by one her long pink nails slicing my fingers, as I pointed if down towards me so that she couldn't get a hold of it... Thats when I heard the gun shot.
Thats when I blacked out.