Accident

God, did I wake up again? Really? Would I really be able to achieve this? Would I be able to live another day from morning to evening? Yes, of course I would do as I've been doing for thirty-five years. I had no choice. Killing myself? No, no. Although I had a terrible life, I couldn't do it looking at my beautiful face.

I had no choice but to live the life I had to.

Okay, now open your eyes and get out of bed Sam. You will wash your face, brush your teeth and send a few pieces of food to your stomach so that it doesn't rot in the fridge. As always, you will wear your suit to look well-groomed and splash water on your hair that people admire that makes sense to you. Get yourself together, it's not hard.

They were fans. How many days would they notice this if I got lost? Two-faced demons.

I didn't have to remember why I hated life!

After I got my car key, I locked the door of my small apartment room and moved towards my car with an empty expression. It wouldn't make any sense to start questioning a life that started to be torture every day.

"You're so handsome again today, Sam."

After placing a lying smile on my second face, I came to the front of the car with the briefcase I had. Stupid woman! Should I give it to the police now? Of course, it was no coincidence that he especially came from among millions of houses and held my upper floor. Ah, my only fault was drinking a glass with him on a day when I was distracted.

It was a complete irony that the morning sun hit me right in the middle of my eye while driving the car with the drowsiness of not being able to sleep much at night.

As I drove towards the excavation site on the single lane road in the middle of the mountainous area, I took my arm out of the window and leaned my head on my hand. When I started going up for meters, I became a prisoner of my insomnia and lost my dominance.

I think I had reached the end I wanted.

Thank you, God.