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To be determined

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"You've ever been stuck?" she asked,
"Only a bunch of times" I replied thinking back to how I had my shoes stuck in mud the other day, laughing to myself as she looked up at me with a scrunched-up face. 
"No, I don't mean physically, I mean mentally and emotionally." she responded, there was this look on her face that just held confusion and emptiness at the same time. 

Haven is a first-generation college student trying to navigate the adult life. Sure, the only thing she should be worried about is completing assignments and acing her classes, but when she realizes that what she wanted to study just isn't the right direction for her can she figure out her next move? She knows she can continue studying for 2 more years, what happens if she runs out of time and scholarships. 

Sebastian has a life others would dream of, he has the money and status, yet he feels like there's something missing. He's been enjoying his time in college playing hockey, partying. dating girl after girl. After showing up to class one day he realizes that a new girl is in his class. He's never seen her in any of his classes but now she's in every one of them. 

Two different worlds are now coming face to face, will they help one another or just be a passing moment in each other's lives.Seluruh Hak Cipta Dilindungi Undang-Undang

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