lettres pour lui

Letters for him.

" I like to watch the sparkle in his eyes as he tells me how his day went ." -Kaziya

She scribbled on her diary cheekily, with little hearts all around his name.
She liked him more than a friend. But she never expected him to like her back.

They don't talk anymore, though. *cue 'We don't talk anymore' by Charlie Puth*

She has stopped talking to him ever since she found out how she felt. She felt guilty for having feelings for someone who sees her only as a friend. So being extremely convinced that he would never like her, she confessed and then walked away. She knows it is unfair. But she can never bring herself to see him leave her neither could she betray her own feelings and act as his friend.
So she just drafts letters after letters in her diary now, trying to let go of him, hoping that one day, her feelings would fade, betting on the fact that she had done this many times before, every time she had a crush and they had worked.

................... <3 ..........................

'It's not as easy as you'd think. The spot where I held my pen for too long, is now smudged with ink. I can't seem to find the words to fill in between the lines. The paper looked better when I started to write, but now it is just ink blots, left and right. I try to say it out loud, to get the sentences right. But it only gets harder as the time goes by. I write and rewrite but I can never pen my feelings for you that's keeping me awake at night .' - Kaziya

And so here is a book full of lettres pour lui, which are never getting mailed.

*Pictures credits to owner. Collected via Pinterest*

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