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My journey with severe mental illness

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Hello, my name is Chris, I am 20 years old and struggle with bipolar disorder, ADHD, a dissociative disorder and a panic disorder.
Please proceed with caution.
I speak about my illnesses in quite graphic detail which might trigger some of you. If you are looking for something to trigger you intentionally, please seek help instead. Call a friend, family, a therapist or an emergency hotline. 
Please feel free to ask me questions or to give your own perspective or experience in the comment section. 
Thank you for coming on here! You are so amazing!All Rights Reserved

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The Jokester by Whatisitgoingtotake2

Pinky and the Brain are in the '80s. Brain struggles with bipolar depression and anxiety. He also seeks to rule the world. It's hard, though, to accomplish much when you're low on money, unhappy, and living in a trashed city with twisted politicians. Pinky works as a clown for a clown temp agency. He loves his job, but things are hard. Pinky struggles with worsening hallucinations and Tourette's. He still tries his hardest to be kind to everyone and smile often. Hamington is a tough town to live in. It's filthy, full of violence, and there's a lack of mental health care. Pinky is 26, and Brain is 49. They are human in this. The movie Joker meets Pinky and the Brain. I'll update tags as I post. Joker+Pinky and the Brain=This (The Epilogue Is Up) The depictions of certain mental health conditions may not be accurate and should not be considered educational in any way. I have experienced most of the conditions or traits listed, but my experiences are not everyone's, especially when those experiences have been exaggerated GREATLY and given to fictional characters in a poorly-written fan-fiction. I do not own Pinky and The Brain: Shocker I know :P Probably errors a plenty, but I tried. There is a lot of sex in this, so if that's not something you would enjoy, you should probably pass lol. This probably won't get any views at all because this is definitely not this largest fan base out there, but we do exist, and yes, we're weird.

Cold Water by adaline_meadows

[BWWM] I was only twelve years old when the world turned cold. The day my mom died in that car accident, I felt like someone had dumped a bucket of ice water over my heart. My dad, who had always been my hero, suddenly became a stranger, filled with rage and blame. He couldn't see that I was hurting, too; he only saw me as a reminder of his loss. The accusations cut deep. He said it was my fault for being there, for not doing something to save her. For being the reason she was in the car in the first place. In the years that followed, things only got worse. The abuse started gradually-a harsh word here, a shove there-but it escalated, leaving scars that I carried long after the physical pain faded. I was drowning in my own despair, struggling to keep my head above water while my father's anger raged like a storm around me. I only had a break from his anger when I started living with Aunt Dina-my mom's older sister. Well, that was because she found me nearly dead on my bed after I took a dozen pills. I was tired of living. I had hit rock bottom. The harsh whispers that followed me around and the stares at school. I pretended not to notice, like it didn't bother me. But it did. I was alone. Then came Athalia, a ray of sunshine cutting through my darkness. With her, I felt something I hadn't felt in years-happiness. She became my light through the darkness and my lifeline. ••••••••••• ● Warnings ⚠️ ~ Mention of suicide ~ Anxiety attacks ~ Rape attempt ~ Mention of self-harm ~ Depression

We Are More Than The Doctor's Paper by Rosey-Pebbles

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I Fell in Love with a Bad Boy by Beautiful_Tragedy8

CRINGE WARNING! First book I ever wrote on here!! -- "Sometimes the person who you are willing to take a bullet for is the person behind the gun." I stood peering over the cold lifeless body that lay before my eyes. I had always thought of death the enemy, but right now, I blessed it upon the person who is now at peace. Sometimes you don't need to be the smartest, or the fastest, but you do need to be wisest. They say the blood runs deeper than water, and I believe it, because even though the people that we love can turn on us and begin to hate us, they are only human, meaning that soon they will begin to see how short life really is and how it is not to be wasted. People who seem perfect and they look like they have no floors'; they are the people who are suffering, like I was. But I found my savior in the most uncommon place. He was able to look through my mask, he saw the cracks, and tried to fix the broken girl that hid away deep inside the girl who only wanted to be seen as 'fine'. I slowly began to find comfort and safety in him, and I did the same to him. We were two broken people becoming whole. Someone once said when you pass, if you can count your true friends on one hand you are beyond lucky, and I even though I did not like the person that lay before me, I know that he once had true friends, including me. I'm a 17 year old girl who has suffered more than any other, beginning to believe that 'Hope' was just another word the people throw around. Until I fell in love with a badboy. Trailer to the side -------------------> Made By @Laura__1 Cover made by @Beautiful_Tragedy8 Copyright 2014

Someone New by wambuimuiruriii

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The Jokester

Pinky and the Brain are in the '80s. Brain struggles with bipolar depression and anxiety. He also seeks to rule the world. It's hard, though, to accomplish much when you're low on money, unhappy, and living in a trashed city with twisted politicians. Pinky works as a clown for a clown temp agency. He loves his job, but things are hard. Pinky struggles with worsening hallucinations and Tourette's. He still tries his hardest to be kind to everyone and smile often. Hamington is a tough town to live in. It's filthy, full of violence, and there's a lack of mental health care. Pinky is 26, and Brain is 49. They are human in this. The movie Joker meets Pinky and the Brain. I'll update tags as I post. Joker+Pinky and the Brain=This (The Epilogue Is Up) The depictions of certain mental health conditions may not be accurate and should not be considered educational in any way. I have experienced most of the conditions or traits listed, but my experiences are not everyone's, especially when those experiences have been exaggerated GREATLY and given to fictional characters in a poorly-written fan-fiction. I do not own Pinky and The Brain: Shocker I know :P Probably errors a plenty, but I tried. There is a lot of sex in this, so if that's not something you would enjoy, you should probably pass lol. This probably won't get any views at all because this is definitely not this largest fan base out there, but we do exist, and yes, we're weird.