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How do I feel right now?

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WARNING ⚠️⚠️
This is a vent story, sorry.

This story is based on real experiences but will not be exact due 
but this story contains:

Suicidal thoughts
Self-harm
intrusive thoughts 
Swearing
panic attacksAll Rights Reserved

anxietyattacks basedonreallife introvert reallife sadstory selfhurt selfinjury swearing trust-issues trustissues twoface

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Fri, Mar 24, 2023

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