How many tears have you dropped? You definitely don't know that by now. If you lose someone so important, how do you cope with that? If the one person you love so much dies, you're dying with them in every way possible. But he was there, he saved you. He brought you back to life. If it wasn't for him, it couldn't have been for anyone. Even though he seemed so untouchable and so cold on one side, his eyes somehow showed so much feelings. And you felt somehow that he cared so much about you, more than he should. It made it even worse that he was your fiancés best friend, Kim Taehyung.