I'm a Freak.. right? - {Krii7y} - Monty - Wattpad

I'm a Freak.. right? - {Krii7y}

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Smitty had a bad start to life. 

His home life wasn't great and wanted a way out since the abuse started, that was over 10 years ago now. He was 16 now, wishing for a change in his life. 

His life was to take a turn though! But when? 

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He saw himself as a freak due to the birth defect that caused his hair to be white.
He'd hide his hair to avoid people gawking at his appearance and judging him. He was very insecure about it.

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John had a great start to life. 

His home life was great at one point, he moved out after his father started to become an alcoholic and his mother turned to drugs, they had passed away when he was 16 in a freak car accident, one died in the car whilst the other died in the hospital, so he moved and now lived alone and went to college.  

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"John, people will stare at me if I don't wear my beanie!" 

"I'm a freak.. right?"

"Smitty, you are not a freak! Stop thinking like that!" 

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⚠️Warning this story will contain⚠️

Mentions of suicide, suicidal thoughts, near rape/memories, self harm, mentions of blood, abuse, abusive adoptive parents, drugs/Near ODing, alcohol usage/underage drinking, harassment, bullying, depression, anxiety/panic attacks, starvation/bulimia, strong language, smut, sexual acts. 

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Don't be scared to read, it turns out good I promise :) 

Disclaimer, I don't own any of the people, ie Smitty, John, Fitz, Toby etc they are their own people, I only changed up the characters, they don't quite act the way they are made to be in this here fanfic, 

I made up Daniel, Liam, Ellen, Alan, Officer/PC Peterson, Dr Tom etc they may be real people but idk them :) 

Credit goes to the owners of the images used, cover image was edited by me by adding the word "Freak" and the black thingy, but the rest belongs to person who made it :)) if I put in an image of my own I'll say etc etc blah blah blah stfu me!All Rights Reserved

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Decades. He'd wasted decades of his life doing what? Chasing the minuscule sparks of passion to ease the aching void in his chest? Wasn't there something better? Someone to guide him away from the misery? Distract him from the life he couldn't escape from? There were days he didn't know which way was up and where the sea began. Where the skies collided with the dirt and delved into the inferno of the hells. The whispers of creatures that should have had no interest in a mortal caressing the shell of his ears. Beings he believed to be just as mortal as himself and if one observed their flaws they might have been. Walking the city grounds and sailing the oceans as easily as anyone. Blockades of fire and ice prevented their hands from intertwining. Now he balanced atop the wall. Grabbing both with shaky arms and keeping them close. Please don't leave. Fangs and claws used to claim him. Gentle kisses and caresses to calm him. Breathless words pulled him deeper into the madness. Further into inky darkness speckled with blinding light. Granting him everything he never knew he'd wanted. A dream come reality. Strange how love could spark from pain. How fickle. And how much he only wanted more. ((Heelloooo, thanks for clicking. :3 Its been quite a bit since I've written anything but I wanted to try something new. Been into making my own novels and stories and this ones an au based around the chars of my current works. This is gonna be a m/m story. Well theres three of them but who doesnt love a love triangle. Hope ya'll enjoy my for funzies story with love, heartbreak, and gay ass sex. At least weekly updates but possibly more often. We shall see haha. Feel free to ask questions or comment your thoughts, I love those Now, quick warning that there are dark themes involved in this story including manipulation, power dynamics, and dubious consent. Those chapters can be skippable without losing too much plot but I'm warning in advance that viewer discretion is advised.))