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я жила спокойной жизнью, пока не заметила одного парня, который был на всех моих фотографиях, но как он сказал  - <<просто сосед>>. после того, как мы начали встречаться моё общение с друзьями сократилось, а парень оказался не тем, кем я его считала. смогу ли я выбраться из всего этого дерьма?...All Rights Reserved

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▬▬▬▬ 𝙄𝙉 𝙒𝙃𝙄𝘾𝙃 𝘼𝙉 𝘼𝙈𝙀𝙍𝙄𝘾𝘼𝙉 𝘾𝙐𝙍𝙇 𝙁𝙄𝙉𝘿𝙎 𝙃𝙀𝙍𝙎𝙀𝙇𝙁 𝙏𝙍𝘼𝙋𝙋𝙀𝘿 𝙄𝙉 𝘼 𝙎𝙀𝘾𝙐𝙇𝘿𝙀𝘿 𝙋𝙇𝘼𝘾𝙀 𝙒𝙃𝙀𝙍𝙀 𝙎𝙃𝙀 𝙒𝘼𝙎 𝙎𝙏𝘼𝙇𝙆𝙀𝘿, 𝙋𝙇𝘼𝙔𝙀𝘿 𝙒𝙄𝙏𝙃 𝙀𝙈𝙊𝙏𝙄𝙊𝙉𝘼𝙇𝙇𝙔 𝘼𝙉𝘿 𝙋𝙃𝙔𝙎𝙄𝘾𝘼𝙇𝙇𝙔 𝘼𝙉𝘿 𝙀𝙓𝙋𝙀𝙍𝙄𝙈𝙀𝙉𝙏𝙀𝘿, 𝘽𝙍𝙄𝙉𝙂𝙄𝙉𝙂 𝙋𝘼𝙍𝙏𝙎 𝙊𝙁 𝙃𝙀𝙍𝙎𝙀𝙇𝙁 𝙎𝙃𝙀 𝘿𝙄𝘿𝙉𝙏 𝙆𝙉𝙊𝙒・・・ ꒷꒦︶꒷꒦︶ ๋ ࣭ ⭑꒷꒦꒷꒦︶꒷꒦︶ ๋ ࣭ ⭑꒷꒦꒷꒦︶꒷꒦︶ ๋ ࣭ ⭑꒷꒦꒷꒦︶꒷꒦︶ ๋ ࣭ ⭑꒷꒦꒷꒦ . ° "랜" ⊹ . ᶥ ‹💤› ⮜──── ┃ ❛❛𝙎𝙡𝙚𝙚𝙥𝙬✰𝙡𝙠𝙚𝙧..❞┃ ──── ⮞ ❛❛𝘾𝙪𝙙𝙙𝙡𝙚𝙨..? 𝙄 𝙙𝙤𝙣'𝙩 𝙢𝙞𝙣𝙙.. 𝙟𝙪𝙨𝙩 𝙙𝙤𝙣'𝙩 𝙩𝙤𝙪𝙘𝙝 𝙢𝙮 𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙨 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙬𝙚 𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙖 𝙙𝙚𝙖𝙡..⭑.ᐟ❞ ♯. 愛 ⌇ѕησσzєя ␥ тяσυвℓє мαкєя ␥ вυввℓу ¢σмραιηιση °˖➴ 𝐀 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐋𝐘 𝐒𝐓✰𝐑 𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐄𝐒 𝐁𝐄𝐒𝐓 𝐈𝐍 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐃✰𝐑𝐊⭑.ᐟ ♯. 愛 ⌇σяιgιηα вσσк ву 𝘼𝙨𝙖_𝙉𝙤_𝙔0𝙧𝙪 ␥ ѕηιρρєтѕ αη∂ ѕнσят ѕтσяιєѕ °˖➴𝐓𝐇✰𝐍𝐊 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐅𝐎𝐑 𝐋𝐄𝐓𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐌𝐄 𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐎 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐇𝐄✰𝐑𝐓 𝐀𝐒𝐀⭑.ᐟ

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Y/n :- I felt strange when it come to Taehyung. My heartbeat become a drum and my breath hitch when he was closed to me. It's strange I never ever feel like that with anyone. What is it?? It would be better if I hide that feeling..... ♡⁠˖⁠꒰⁠ᵕ⁠༚⁠ᵕ⁠⑅⁠꒱.....ʕ⁠っ⁠•⁠ᴥ⁠•⁠ʔ⁠っ Mr. Kim Taehyung:- love ! Is it that feeling I felt near y/n ??? It's hallucinations it will be better that I didn't show up Maybe hide! ^⁠_⁠^ __________________________________ Both of them have a stranger feeling for eachother We can defined it as LOVE But both of them thinks to hide that feeling Maybe that's what Hidden Love Did they hide it for life long ?? Like...... Two different people with different thinking style can be together! Two different pole Two parallel line Two different time Can be together?? Can fall in love ?? Can accept that they already fell?? (⁠*⁠_⁠*⁠)O⁠_⁠o(⁠+⁠_⁠+⁠)*⁠\⁠0⁠/⁠*(⁠^⁠^⁠):⁠-⁠(:⁠'⁠(:⁠-⁠P}⁠:⁠‑⁠):⁠-⁠DB⁠-⁠)8⁠-⁠):⁠-⁠!;⁠-⁠):⁠-⁠P:⁠-⁠|(⁠*⁠_⁠*⁠)O⁠_⁠o>⁠.⁠<◉⁠‿⁠◉ʘ⁠‿⁠ʘ(⁠ ⁠╹⁠▽⁠╹⁠ ⁠)(⁠θ⁠‿⁠θ⁠)(⁠ㆁ⁠ω⁠ㆁ⁠)(⁠ㆁ⁠ω⁠ㆁ⁠)ಡ⁠ ͜⁠ ⁠ʖ⁠ ⁠ಡ(⁠☆⁠▽⁠☆⁠)(⁠｡⁠•̀⁠ᴗ⁠-⁠)⁠✧(⁠｡⁠•̀⁠ᴗ⁠-⁠)⁠✧(⁠*⁠'⁠ω⁠｀⁠*⁠)<⁠(⁠￣⁠︶⁠￣⁠)⁠>(⁠*⁠'⁠ω⁠｀⁠*⁠)<⁠(⁠￣⁠︶⁠￣⁠)⁠>(⁠◍⁠•⁠ᴗ⁠•⁠◍⁠)(⁠◠⁠‿⁠◕⁠)(⁠｡⁠･⁠ω⁠･⁠｡⁠)⁠ﾉ⁠♡_⁠･⁠ All rights reserved No copyright ©️ Without my permission and knowledge..... There will be mature content also but I add them lately. I HAVE BEEN WARNED YOU Thank you and enjoy the storyʕ⁠っ⁠•⁠ᴥ⁠•⁠ʔ⁠っ(⁠*⁠˘⁠︶⁠˘⁠*⁠)⁠.⁠｡⁠*⁠♡(⁠◍⁠•⁠ᴗ⁠•⁠◍⁠)⁠✧⁠*⁠。

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Secret Daughter by justdelusional1911_

I was your mistake -a girl said with tears in her eyes you were my best and the most beautiful mistake of our life baby - her father said ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Perfect boys only exist in books - the girl said rolling her eyes Look at my boyfriend - her bestfriend replied She went silent. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- RCB is it? RCB it is. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I just realized I am a girl with no social life, love life or a life. FUCK I AM SO LONELY Dive into the journey of Anya Virat Kohli and Shubman gill. let's all fall in love together. Anya, an insecure lonely girl and Shubman, the prince of Indian cricket let's see what routes destiny have set up for them...............

Heavens Haven by anonykwrites

Emery Rayne. Everyone expects you to have the perfect life when you have rich parents. They assume that you've grown up getting anything and everything you want. Money has never been the problem for my parents. Their problem was me. And once I turned nineteen, I left. I've always wanted to leave because they never loved me growing up. They were too into their own rich life that they completely neglected and abandoned me. I wanted to escape. And now that I finally have, I couldn't be happier. Unexpectedly rooming with two hockey players whose lives revolve around hockey wasn't a problem for me. That was until a blue eyed- tattooed boy showed me how beautiful love can be. I wasn't suppose to fall for the captain of the hockey team. I try not to like him, but I fall even harder. But I carry a heavy past around my shoulders and when those two familiar people threaten me with Havens life, I'm stuck between choosing him, or them. Because my parents make me feel like I can't have Haven West. And if I'm being honest, even I don't know if I can have him. But he calls me his special person. He's my special person, if anything. Haven West. The only thing I've ever cared about was hockey and the people that raised me. I grew up with parents that held a knife to my neck and destroyed my image of happiness. When she moved in, I hated it. When a month passed by, I couldn't help but take her out on a night drive, smiling at how tight she holds me. There's no one like her. She was the one that made me laugh because of how fucking silly she is. She saw me when all I've ever wanted was for my parents to love me. I didn't know that fucked up parents was the one thing we had in common. And I fucked myself up getting attached to her. Because now, I'm addicted to her. I'm a smiling bastard whenever she's around. I'm broken and never believed in love but I can't let her go because she's what I would describe heaven to be like. Loving Emery Rayne is the best fucking feeling.

"My Little Monster~"|| Selever X Reader [DISCONTINUED] by lazyazz_bijj

Hello! This is my first book so there will probably be some Errors but i'll try my best to fix it. Also English is not my native language so pardon my bad grammar😅😅😅 . Anyway here are some keywords: (Y/N) = Your Name (L/N) = Last Name (H/C) = Hair Colour (H/L) = Hair Length (F/C) = Favourite Colour (S/F/C) = Second Favourite Colour (F/F) = Favorite Food (F/D) = Favourite Drink (F/S) =Favourite Sweet (B/N) = Brother's Name (M/N) = Mother's Name (F/N) = Father's Name __________________________________________________________________________________ You're on college btw and (Y/N) is female. here's a peek at my book. _________________________________________It was a sunday morning and you were making lunch for you and you're roommates. Suddenly you got a call from the headmaster saying that you and your roommates would be having a new roommate and that they would be arriving after lunch. ~Time Skip~ You were playing video games on the couch when you heard a knock on the door. You were confused on why there were knocking on the door because it was Sunday and most of the students were out doing god knows what. Then you suddenly remembered that the headmaster told you that you were having a new roommate today. You opened the door and you see a cute half human half demon boy. "Oh! You must be our new roommate. Nice to meet you, My name's (Y/N) (L/N)." You introduced yourself. "Sup cutie. The names Selever nice to meet you." ............... That's all folks! If you want more of this story, I suggest you read this book. Edit: Just a fair warning. Some chapters may have been jumbled Because of an error so please check the chapters before you read them please.

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